Dear Diary

Chapter 13

Dear Diary,

So last Sunday, 8th September, was my birthday!

YAY

I got sick halfway through my party and had to leave early because my friend Ash called my dad.  YAY. I didn’t want to leave though, and she missed the last game watching me. I feel so bad. Oh god.

ANYWAY.

I was still sick on Monday so I stayed home. Ash, B, L, D and J all spammed my phone. Thing is, it was off so I had like this text spam when I turned it on. Turns out, I had low blood sugar and mum just got me like 34267834 years’ worth of lollies. After that, I actually felt better. YAY. Apparently N was ‘lost’ and asked Ash where I was. I kind of felt special when I got so many texts and facebook messages from friends. I guess now I really appreciate what I have.

Talking about what I have, J remembered my birthday first!

I know D is like my main bro, but when J remembered and texted me 1 minute after midnight, I felt special. He has snapchat now. O: I was actually planning to sleep early that night. we ended up snapchatting till midnight aha. Hes so cute. Du’s cute too. Goddammit why are my crushes out of my league, literally. Im not trying to fish for compliments but seriously they are. Let me explain why.

So these days, society had this thing called the social ladder. Heres the ladder pretty much:

Populars à cant be stuffed to listen to people à nerds à I don’t want to talk to anyone

I’m in the second category. Thing is, all of my crushes have been in the populars and its just wrong to see people from different clichés to talk to each other. So I try and not to fall for them but it just doesn’t work.

Today Du was kind of being overly nice. Like nice-nice-somethingbadwillhappentoyouin10seconds nice. My friend Lucy, shes the best by the way, me that Du pays special attention to me at times. I kind of believe that now. I got 3 examples from today alone:

~        At the beginning of training, a ball was headed my way and usually, he would just shout heads, but he just said ‘Shit. Watch out. –the ball hits me on the shoulder- You okay? Truc don’t swear, its not nice to swear. You okay?’ I was pretty much just open mouthed the whole time.

~        He keeps giving me tips throughout the whole training. Actually this happens every training.

~        He aims most of his serves at me. I think its just for some extra training but yeah.

His brother came towards the end, and he gestured to me and mouthed (yes im an expert. Jks) ‘her?’ He just nodded and told his brother to go away. Being the curious person I am, I really want to find out what they were talking about. Sigh

Oh my god. Today, Morgan literally brought A to tears. Morgan just went full out and I could see Du just shouting in his head, ‘A, I already warned you.’ Hm…I think I need to elaborate on that. You see, Du sent a message to the entire team. This was what the message was:

‘I'm only telling you this because I enjoy coaching you girls and I know so does Morgan. I don't know if you realised but Morgan was very upset on Tuesday and this isn't because of just Tuesday but it is because it happens every single week and we decide to let it slide. This doesn't mean that it isn't a problem because it is. Morgan doesn't see coaching you girls as just coaching. She wants to become a teacher. She is studying to become a teacher and she see's this as just experience. So on Friday can we listen and focus - still have fun but there are times where we can be silly and there are times when you have to focus. All I am asking is that we make our last training on friday an enjoyable but a productive one to make Morgan happy, because we know when Morgan is happy, everyone is happy and Du doesnt get abused. Lets not mention this to her as well because she gets all wack-o Good luck with all your exams and what not J’

Du sent this to us but to be honest, im not sure if A pays attention to others these days. Im only saying this as an outcast, but in my opinion, she has changed. She used to be selfless and carefree, now shes commanding and strict. I don’t even know how to say it. Ugh. Ill continue tomorrow.

-Sakura