Struggling with the bags and trying to get out my keys to unlock the door, I decide the smart thing will be to put the bags down first.
I unlock and open the door, pick the bags up and carry them over to the table, knocking the door shut with my elbows as I go through.
First thing I did was check for Darren, but the only sign he was ever in the room was a note made into a rose on the bed.
As I open it, my fingers tremble as I am slightly nervous about what it says.
"Sam,
I got the feeling you were slightly nervous
Earlier. We need to talk about this! I hoped
You wanted this as much as I did. I have
Managed to clear some time for us alone
At work. Meet me at 2pm at my trailer, I
Have told everyone it is off limits, so decide
If you want me as much as I want you. If you
Do meet me later, otherwise I will know if
You don't show up.
D xx"
I sit down on my bed as I read the note a couple of times. It seems Darren has been having the same feelings as me.
I check my watch and notice that I have a few hours until I have to leave, plenty of time for me to decide if this is what I want, basically for me to talk myself out of it and back in a few times.
I take my clothes off and jump in the shower, letting the hot water run over my skin, as I try to decide if I can trust Darren enough for this.
As I get out of the shower and start to dry, I realise I need to talk to Darren about this stuff.
I get dressed into a pair of shorts, a pure love t-shirt and converse trainers and head to meet Darren.
