Most of the time when you fall for a guy it brings butterflies in your stomach, it gives you the feeling of being in love with his dreamy eyes, his cute smile, or his personality. But what if that doesn't always happen? What if you fall for a guy you never thought you would? Yeah he might still have those dreamy eyes and cute smile but his personality was not so great, he has you confuse. He had me confuse.
To think about him isn't something I want to think about, you see I've been knowing this boy since 8th grade and I never thought I'll love him right now. 8th grade he was my best friend, the guy I can talk to about everything, he knew my darkest secrets and I knew his, and trust me he told me things that could hurt a human being in a split second. Everyone around us, students,teachers, and friends thought I had a thing for him? I mean why wouldn't they think that we were so close that you could have mistaken us as a couple. But I had a innocent mind, I saw him as a friend, I liked him as a friend, or so I thought I did.
You see, we mix our feelings, our thought for others, because that is what we think is best for us, so we wouldn't get hurt,but at one point those true feeling will come out, and you just have to deal with it.
