"I need you"

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Joe's PoV
My house is my private space and now I have to share one with a big lump! I am stuck with Caspar Lee in my house for over a month. His house is getting 'refurbished' and Zoe has mark staying at hers so her spare room is taken, Marcus lives to far away for Caspar to stay and Jim doesn't have a spare room which leave me to have him.

Caspar became friends with my friends through YouTube and I never liked him! I thought he was to shy and dumb to be real! But Zoe, Alfie, Jim, Tanya, Marcus, and even Louise think he's something special. Yes I enjoy his videos because of the content but I still think he's too placid to be real. He has a secret that I need to know.
*knock knock* here he is.

"Hey!" He yelled as my face stared at his sparkling blue eyes that collided with mine.
"Um.. Hi" I said retreating back to my annoyed face and attitude. " I'll show you which room yours will be... It's downstairs and your bathroom is outside your room and under no circumstances will you use mine! Get it! Good right kitchens upstairs eat what you like just don't touch the ice cream that's mine!" I said all in one breath in a stern tone.
"Got it is there anything else I should know before I get settled in" he asked.
"Oh yes I'm gay so if you bring a girl home don't bother gloating!" I smirked as I said it. I came out a few months ago to Zoe and eventually everyone. The last person I told was Marcus because I thought he'd stop doing out manly dares and videos but I was just overreacting. Everything became good!
"Oh okay, got no chance of that though..." He said and winked but I didn't understand why. He's probably just lonely because he's so shy.
"Well that's all I'll let you settle in" I left the room feeling happy and I have no clue why! I mean yeah Caspar is hot and I can't get over his blue eyes and his adorable accent but he's still dumb and shy. I feel weird. I've never felt this way! Is it... No it's can't be.

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It's been a couple of months since Caspar moved in and he's been better then I imagined! However he's been very stupid in certain situations...

A couple of weeks ago I was at a meeting and my phone was buzzing like constantly so I took it out to fine 5 voicemails off Caspar. " Joe I need you home I've had a accident in the kitchen! Answer the phone!" and "Joe where are you I need help!" And "it's okay now sorted! Don't panick!" But then one of the last ones was " don't be too long I think it's worse then I thought!" At that I ran out of the meeting shouting Caspar needs me... I got to the car and rang him back *you have reached the o2 messaging service please leave you message after the tone BEEP* "Caspar I'm on my way home stay there I won't be long!"  I ran up the steps to the front door and burst through the doors expecting fire or at least something more then what I saw... Caspar was sat on the sofa playing Fifa and said 'he needed a new partner because josh his best friend left!' " What was your emergency then Caspar?" I asked becoming really hot! " I couldn't fit the pizza in the oven so I put it in the microwave and burnt my hand on the tray! It hurt and I needed you!" He replied like a baby. I didn't know what to say...

That wasn't all though a similar thing happened last weekend...

I was on a date with another you tuber Oli and we were having fun! We'd put funny photos on snapchat and then my phone started ringing so I answered "Hey I think I'm injured because I can't stand up I need you!" He squealed down the phone. " Oli I'm so sorry my roommate needs me we'll have to rearrange!" I left the restaurant and continued my conversation with Caspar, "right I'm on my way home! Stay where you are I'll be there soon!" I hung up and was on my way. I got into the flat and found Caspar against the wall passed out I ran over to him. "Caspar! Caspar come back!! Caspar breath!!" I screamed at him, my heart racing, "Caspar I need you I told you I'd be home soon!" Just then he opened his eyes and started laughing. The idiot pranked me! "You made me come home from my date Cas!" I became irritated. "I know I just needed you home! I was lonely" he winked at me and butterflies began in my stomach. "Well I'm home now, let's watch a film with some pizza!" I exclaimed. "Okay can we watch fault in our stars!! Pleaseeeee?" Caspar begged. "Of course!" I said...

So yeah that was them and now he won't stop smirking at me which is very awkward. But I have to admit it's not as bad as I presumed it would be! At this point he came upstairs in nothing but his boxers and spoke in his morning voice,
"Morning sugg how's you after an emotional evening?" He asked still smirking. I felt very faint at the sight but yet I scowled at him, yes I cried last night but it was emotional.
"I'm fine how about you lee?" It's become a thing now we only use last names unless we are mad or sad with each other.
"I'm good, but I was thinking we should have an always..." He replied
"What like Gus and Hazel I don't think so! We aren't together Cas it's a bit strange!?" I replied completely shocked. Yes I had feelings for Caspar but he was totally straight... Right? I don't care anyway.
"Yeah I know but it seem cool" he said I giggled a bit. We had got closer then I realised to think less then 2 months ago I hated him now we're like best friends living together. I'm going to miss him when he leaves.

Caspar got a phone call at that point and took it back downstairs. It seemed serious, he was downstairs for a couple of hours. He came back up with his suitcase packed and fully clothed and looking quite upset.
"My flats finished, he said I could move in today! How cool is that?" He said looking a lot more cheery than me.
"Yeah... That's well cool bro! Take it easy yeah!" I had to pretend I was happy. Things were just getting good and he goes and brings this news. Great.
"Yeah... I guess I'll see you around.!" He said as his head lowered into his neck. I couldn't help but feel sad. He closed the door behind him and I let out a loud sigh. I needed a hug. I had no one to hug. My life was back to before same old boring Suggy.

Later that night I felt lonely and cold laid in my bed, knowing full well that Cas would be tucked up and fast asleep by now. I switched my tv on and it was already on Netflix as I hadn't been on it since last night. I looked at our recents and saw fault in our stars, wow my eyes filled up just looking at it. I clicked play as began to watch. About an hour later the well known scene of 'maybe okay will be our always' came on and I broke. It reminded me of Caspar. I grabbed my phone all i wanted was to hear his voice.
*ring ring*
"Hello..." Caspar answered, I was shocked.
"Hey it's only me, couldn't sleep so I put in fault in our stars." I replied softly.
"Aww are you upset again do you need me!" He exclaimed. I had an idea at that moment. I picked up my slipper and threw it at the window and there was a bang. "Joe! Are you okay! Joe! I'm on my way now! Stay there I'll be there soon!" He shouted down the phone. Within 30 minutes he was at the front door and I heard his big clumpy feet come crashing down the stairs. I shut my eyes pretending like he did.
"Joe!! Answer me! You can't go! Joe I need you!" He screamed in my face. I opened my eyes as a tear streamed down my cheek.
"I need you too!" I exclaimed. I had no top on as I was ready for bed, Caspar began to lay next to me as he removed his top and jumped under the covers. He was warm and his heart was beating as fast as lightning.
"Maybe I need you should be our always..." I whispered in his ear, " I mean unless your not gay or you don't love me like that!" I stuttered panicking I'd assumed to much...
"Joseph Graham Sugg will you shut up and just kiss me already! I need you!" He faded into a whisper. My lips gently pressed into his and we began to move in sync. It was perfect! I pulled away.
"I need you Caspar Lee!"I smirked.
"I need you too Joseph Sugg!" We cuddled in closer and squeezed until we fell asleep.

Hope you liked it! My first fanfic piece! Thank you Cl4verUsername for your support! Love you❤️
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