Love At First...Note? (A BVB and MCR Fan Fiction)

Chapter 10

Veronica's POV

Things have been pretty awkward between me and Gerard since he accidently kissed me. Now, we wont even talk to me. I think he hates me...so I've been pretty upset lately. He wont even look at me.

Espi has been happy with Jake, but Jake seems upset a bit and Andy hasn't come out since Jake asked her out.

I think I should talk with Andy.

I went into the area where Andy was hiding and I found his curled in a ball, crying. And I've NEVER seen him cry before.

"Hi...Andy...," I said.

"What?" he asked.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"No. I'm not. Jake knew I liked her and that's the reason why he asked her out. He's probably using her just to make me upset and jealous. And I bet he's gonna hurt her. I would NEVER hurt her. EVER," he said, "And I screwed up big time. Jake's little plan worked. He got me upset and I yelled at her. She probably hates me now. I'll never forgive myself OR Jake."

"Look, Andy. To be honest, I think you would be a better boyfriend for Espi," I said.

Andy sat up. "You really think so? You aren't just saying that?"

"No. I'm not. I seriously think Jake was a whole dick about the thing. I'm sure all the other BVB guys knew you liked Espi and he probably got jealous or something. I don't know if he's doing this on purpose. But even if he isn't, you have to get her back. And I'm going to help," I said.

"Thank you so much," he said while hugging me. I hugged back.

"You're welcome," I said.

At that moment, I heard someone walk in and gasp. I turn and see Gerard. He looked at me with wide eyes.

"W-what are you doing?" he asked.

"I was helping, Andy," I said.

"Oh, you were helping him all right," he mumbled while walking out, "Whore."

"Don't listen to him," Andy said.

I ignored him. I stood up and walked out and I felt tears forming around my eyes. When I walked out, I saw Espi and Jake cuddling. Espi was asleep and Jake was awake. He looked at me confused.

"Are you okay?" he asked.

I glared at him and walked out. I rummaged through a bunch of stuff but I couldn't find my blade. Then I remember...

Gerard  took it from me.

I groaned and put my face in my hands. Then I cried...

And cried.

And cried.

Every tear was my pain coming out. But it only seemed to make it worse.

Why Gerard?

Why don't you love me?

You're the only one who can make me laugh and smile.

And just like Espi needs Andy...

I need you