Y/n's POV
I was so excited to get to the boys place. I even wore the dress Yoongi liked- I wanted the surprise to be perfect in every way. I glanced down at my phone to text Taehyung, my best friend, to make sure everyone remembered we were going to surprise him today.
I frowned down at the device-it was dead. Oh well, I'm sure they all remember. Yoongi's birthday wasn't until next week, but all of us had exams for a month straight, so we had decided to arrange a surprise a little early.
The tickets for the amusement park had arrived in the post yesterday, but I waited until today to go, seeing as I normally met up with them on a Saturday anyway.
Me and Tae had ordered the tickets, mainly because we both love amusement parks, but because it would be a great day out. We hadn't had a fun day out in like forever.
It was Taehyung who had introduced me to Yoongi, and the rest of the boys. Yoongi got really close to me and Suzy, who was my room-mate, really quickly. But Suzy never really went to meet up with the boys, and would only really talk to them if they came over.
She loved going to the local club with them though. Apparently Jimin was a right party animal. And a real player.
Once ready, I put my phone on charge for when I came back, not bothering to check it. No one ever messaged me anyway. Unless it was Jungkook asking me if I was down for another study session. Or if Tae wanted to eat out but the boys couldn't be bothered.
I double checked the number of tickets- Eight- and placed them in a small side bag, grinning to myself. This was going to be great. Maybe Jin could bake a cake!
The walk to their place was barely five minutes, and I normally didn't mind it, but the clouds were looking dull and grey. I shivered as I stepped out, thinking I should have bothered with a coat.
I rushed there, wanting to get inside as soon as possible. Once there, I used my key to get in. Taehyung had given me one because I'd always have to wait for years to someone to come to the door. At first, walking into them shirtless was awkward, but now they were extremely comfortable around me.
Well, not Jungkook, that boy wouldn't be caught dead shirtless, but the rest of them were.
"Helloooo~" I sang as I stepped in, stepping out of my shoes. I frowned at the pair of heels next to all the boys' trainers- they looked vaguely familiar.
I checked their clock- it was almost 6 pm. So they're probably not doing much.
"Y-y/n?" Namjoon turned around, shock plastered all over his face. All the boys, except Jin and Yoongi, were sat around on the four sofa's, facing the coffee table in the middle of the room.
Jungkook and Taehyung were writing notes by the looks of things, Namjoon had been reading. Hoseok had headphones in, but took them off when he saw me, and Jimin had been on his phone, probably on twitter.
"What are you doing here?" Namjoon asked me, still shocked. I honestly thought he was joking.
Taehyung stood up slowly, and Jin walked in from the kitchen, only to stop dead and go pale when he saw me. "Yah what's gotten into you lot today? We planned this last week!" Then I whispered, in case Yoongi was about. "The tickets are here."
All the boys suddenly turned to Taehyung, who quietly said "Y/n-ah, didn't you check your phone? I said we couldn't meet up today."
"Oh". They don't LOOK busy.
"No Tae, I'm sorry, my phone was dead." He just sighed. "I'm sorry guys", I sheepishly apologised. Something was off- they were normally so friendly and inviting even if they had an argument amongst each other.
Yoongi still hadn't turned up. Maybe he's out?
"Hey, it's fine. Don't apologise", Hoseok spoke gently, smiling at me. There was a certain hint of...symapthy in that smile. Regardless, I smiled back. "Thanks Hobi. But before I go, cus I'll forget later-", I said fishing the tickets out of my bag. "-Here are your guys tickets. If Yoongi gets here and you lot still want to surprise hi-"
I was cut off by a loud crash from upstairs, making me jump. "What the hell was tha-" Then I was cut off again by a sound that made my blood freeze.
"Oh! Oh my...Fuck! Yes! Just like that Suzy! Shit that feels so good!"
Everyone in the room looked down. Jungkook had even shut his eyes tight, as if he was trying to disappear.
Yoongi, MY Yoongi, was having sex with my room-mate. Except he clearly wasn't mine. Now I know where I had recognised those heels.
My breaths became laboured and I started shaking. I hadn't realised I had dropped all the tickets. They were now scattered all around me.
"Y/n-ah", Taehyung said coaxingly, slowly walking towards me. I stepped back. "You all knew didn't you?" I whispered accusingly.
"You all knew and you didn't tell me."
Namjoon stood up too, clearly not wanting those two upstairs to hear. "Y/n, he kept telling us he'd stop."
Wait..KEPT telling them?!
I took another step back. This wasn't how today was supposed to go. "How long?", I whispered, barely audible. Jin, Jimin and Hoseok where looking at me sympathetically. I don't need their sympathy.
"A month", Jimin muttered. I felt like someone had punched me in the stomach. "You guys have been laughing at me behind my back for a month?" I couldn't stop the tears at this point.
"No!", Taehyung gasped. "It's not like th-"
I held my hand up to stop him. "Save it." I whirled around and walked to the shoe-rack, grabbing my shoes.
"It's started to rain, at least let me drop you off", Taehyung spoke, quietly. I could detect hurt in his voice, but I didn't care.
"I don't need your help", I muttered. "Tell Yoongi never to contact me again please. And to give one of you my spare key to give back to me. As for you lot...bye."
"Y/n. Please don't be like this. We can't choose between you and Yoongi!" Jin spoke, his voice cracking at the end of the sentence.
I would feel bad about ignoring him later, but right now I wanted out. I put a hand on the door, handle, now fully sobbing. I barced myself for the cold and rain by taking a deep shuddery breath, and then I was off.
"Y/n-ah!" Taehyung called out. I heard Namjoon stop him just before I shut the door. Well...slammed the door. "Let her go Taehyung, we all did her wrong. Give her time."
I crossed the road without even looking, and almost got knocked over by a very angry driver. But I didn't care. The rain mixed in with my tears, making everything around me a blurry, hazed mess.
I was broken. Yoongi had been the first man I had ever let into my life, the first man I had ever been with. We had been together a year now, and I really thought he loved me back.
I got straight back into my apartment and threw myself on my bed. Suzy was barely ever home anyway, so I wasn't worried about her walking in on me. Plus I doubt she CAN walk after whatever the hell they were doing up there, I thought bitterly.
Yoongi and I had slept together once, and that only happened because we were both drunk. I kept telling him I wasn't ready...so maybe he thought I was frigid?
That got me angry. There's more to relationships than just sex! I thought he knew that.
My phone kept buzzing with calls and texts, so I took it off charge and turned it off. I didn't want to speak to any of the boys. True friends wouldn't hide something like that from you. I don't give a shit if they were trying to protect Yoongi. He was in the wrong and they knew it!
I don't know what hurt more- the fact that Yoongi did what he did, or the fact that my 'best friend' Taehyung hadn't told me. When I saw his ex-girlfriend flirt with Jimin, me and Jimin had texted him there and then, because he had a right to know. But, I guess he thought the same rights didn't apply to me.
I must have fallen asleep, because the next thing knew it dark outside. I sighed as I sat up on the bed, still wearing that stupid, now-crumpled up dress.I turned my phone on, only because my clock was broken, and I had no idea of the time.
All I could think about was Yoongi's voice coming from his room. The pleasure he was feeling from another girl.
I sighed again, when the device turned on, the bright screen making me squint. I had hundreds of missed calls and texts combined, from all of them. I scrolled through all their apologies and pleas to come back and talk to them.
I frowned when I saw Yoongi's message. "Hey babe, wanna go out for dinner?xxx". That had been sent at 7. My eyes narrowed as I realised the boys hadn't told him yet. That I knew his dirty little secret.
I decided to ignore all of their messages, except Tae. I knew him, and if I didn't reply soon, he would show up- and it's harder to ignore someone who's physically there in person, than ignoring them by text.
