Love At First...Note? (A BVB and MCR Fan Fiction)

Chapter 11

---Espi---

Jake hasn't been himself lately. I mean he's still so sweet and caring, but just not the same. I woke up from my small nap in Jake's arms, And I had to figure out what's on his mind.

Me: "Babe, what's wrong?"

Jake: "Nothing. I'm fine my love."

Me: *sits up* "No your not. I can tell. What's the matter?"

Jake: "The whole thing with Andy...he thinks I'm using you to get him mad and jealous...but I'm not...I really do care about you..."

Me: "Why does he think that?"

Jake: "Because...I knew he liked you, but I didn't know he loved you..."

Me: "He doesn't love me Jake. He lost me when he left a few years ago. If he really loved me he would have at least told me good-bye. Don't feel bad. At all. This isn't you fault you were following your heart. That's what I'm doing now to, and my heart is telling me to be with you."

Jake: "...Really...?"

Me: "Yes really. Now does that make you feel better?"

Jake: "Yes. Thanks babe." *kisses Espi*

Me: "No problem. Now, I need to go get Gerard and Veronica together."

Jake: "Haha good luck!"

I gave him one last kiss and made my way to Veronica's bunk. I heard her crying and didn't want ti disturb her so I sent her a text saying to stop crying and make her way to the living room. I found Gerard drinking something nasty smelling and told him the same thing. They both walked out there and sat down across from each other. I told them they need to explain everything to each other or else I'm canceling the rest of Warped Tour for us. They just stared at each other and than I heard Gerard mumble something. I asked him to repeat it a little louder and he screamed at the top of his lungs: "I LOVE YOU VERONICA!" She stood up with fresh tears in her eyes, and walked up to the driver and stopped the bus. She got off the bus and went to the back. I sighed and gave Gerard a hug and told him that he was brave for doing that. He looked up at me with tear filled puppy dog eyes and said "She doesn't love me does she..." I said that I can't say for her but I'm pretty sure she does, or else she wouldn't have left to get some air. He said that he was going to talk to her, gave me a reassuring smile, and walked off the bus. Before I realized it, I was alone. This was the first time I have been alone since We started Warped Tour. I felt all my depressing emotions flood back to me and I nearly collapsed on the floor. I made my way to my bag and found a shaving razor.

I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I took apart the razor until I was left with the sharp part. I wet the razor, than my skin. With tears in my eyes, I ripped the razor across my skin and watched as blood poured out of it, almost as if every ounce of blood in my body was flowing out of me. I felt myself get dizzy and the last thing I remember was Veronica and Gerard screaming for help while Andy carried me bridal styles to wherever he was taking me....