I've just never felt so distant. Distant from the world, nearly paralyzed in apathy as the chains rip deeper into my skin and the hands drag me down. Now I feel like a hellborne gin soaked sinner. I know you youll probably read this but I really wish you didnt, I just have to get things off my chest because no longer can I rest. I just want to say that in a warzone I wouldnt wear a vest because I feel there is nothing to protect. I just feel depressed and I wish death could be rest. To which you try to answer with contest. I just wanna feel the cold blade, raised veins, blood pouring in the rain, push through it all and stop my pain.
