Seventeen Tales

Soonhoon #2

Hoshi POV

After a few seconds I end this wonderful feeling. This cute little thing underneath me is red all over his face up to his ears. I giggle, but soon I stop. He doesn't look very amused. Whoopsi. "What the hell you dare doing to me?", he asks very angry. Shit. He's very very very angry. "I-I'm sorry..." He looks at me and I look at him. Why he couldn't be as cute and nervous as a few seconds ago? "Damn Hoshi! Your not a bit like a star unlike your name suggests!" He points with his index finger on me. "When you expect it the less and you turn around...", he sets a dramatical break, "My guitar. In your face." Then he stands up and go away. I lay down on his bed and soon I'm surrounded by his smell. It reminds me of strawberries. 'Your not a bit like a star unlike your name suggests!", he said. I smile. He already said this to me...

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I'm very excited today because I have my first recording session. The guy who've written this song should be here too. Nervous I enter the Pledis building. The others are here. My friends. Most of them. "Where is Seungkwan? And what's about Dokyeom?", I ask. Why the heck is everybody except my best friends? "Umm... I'm here..." Dokyeom raises his hand. I run towards him and kneel down. "Hey, are you okay? Why so sad? Today is our first recording session!" He looks down and shakes his had. Now I'm worried. He's always so happy... I hear the sound of an opening door and Seungkwan comes in. "He wants the next... Um... Jeonghan, would you go?" Jeonghan nods and goes in, while Seugkwan walks toward us. He's depressed too. "What's going on here?", I ask. "This guy.... he is so strict..." That's all I get to know. Wow. And with someone like this I have to work? I sigh. The time passes and when everybody finished recording I have to go to 'the hell'. "Hello, my name is Soonyoung. Call me Soon", I joke around to make the mood a bit better. But from the other side comes just a sigh. "Don't make jokes about your name", a very pretty voice says. I blush a bit- just for a short time. "Since its my name, I can do what I want." No reply. "The others call me Hoshi." Seems like I've got his interest. "Why Hoshi?" I grin. "It's the japanese word for star. And they call me like this because my smile is as bright as a star and I speak japanese fluently. That's why Hoshi." After this I can hear... Silence. "Can we start?", he asks annoyed. I nod fast and out on the headphones. A few seconds later the music starts and I begin singing. The music stops. That was too soon. I wasn't at the end! Nervously I stare down on my lines. "Again. Sing a bit clearer this time. And please, hit the notes." I gulp and try again.. and failed again. I try further times and fail ever and ever again. "Your not like a star 'Hoshi'." I stare at the mic. They way he spoke out my name made me very sad... But I have enough self-esteem. "I sing good." The other laugh at me and I dare to look up. I see in the face of this little guy. The brute who always treats Wonwoo. Suddenly I start laughing. "What is?", he asks pissed of. "I thought I speak with they guy, that wrote this song!" He snort. "I wrote this song!" Unbelieving I look at him. "Oh..." He nods. "Why did you laugh when I said, I sing good?" He looks at me as he wanted to proof, if I mean it serious. "Because you can't sing", he simply replies. "I was to come in the vocal unit!" He laughes again. "But you didn't. And I know why. Because you can't sing" I looked at him. "And I know the reason why you're not in the perfomance unit. It's because you suck at dancing." Suddenly he go quiet and we recorded one more time. Seems like he like it because we finish it.

A bit later, at dorm, I pass by his room. His door is a bit open and I look through it. He sits on his bed and cries. "I really suck at dancing...", he whine silent. 'What a pussy', I think and go on.

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After remembering this day I feel really bad. I made him cry. And it was indifferent to me. "Hoshi! What are you doing on my bed? Come eating breakfast!", Woozi says, standing in the door. I sit up and tears flowing down my cheeks. "Wha-?" I hug him as strong as I can. "I'm so sorry... I just remembered what I just said once to you... You're a great dancer. You could even win against me with your dances. Please forgive me..." He hugs me back, what makes my heart jumping. "It's okay Hoshi." He nods and I hear him whisper: "You're my star..."