"Caleb please don't die please I-I know everything will be ok I promise please I CANT LOSE YOU!" I said holding onto the cold hands of my brother laying motionless on the white hospital bed. I heard nurses and doctors rush in trying to wake him up. I sat there with tears streaming down my cheeks leaving stains. "Miss Nuss please move out to the hallway so we can hopeful save your brother." I nodded, emotionless I stood up walked out of the room. I almost immediately broke into tears. "Shh love it's all ok I promise" I heard a small whisper, quickly I jumped up. "W-Who said that?" nothing, not even a person in the hall way "I'm going fucking crazy" I heard a low chuckle, I shook my head. No No nope no one is here there I'm not hearing anything I'm just going crazy I kept thinking to myself. "Harry shut it she can hear us!" I heard an Irish voice say. "Miss Nuss I am sorry to say this but, your brother Caleb is dead... I give you my condolences" Dr. Harris said. I sadly smiled and nodded "Thanks you sir, I know he is in a better place now.. He doesn't have to worry about pain anymore." He smiled and placed his hand on my shoulder. "Your a strong and mature girl, that's a good thing. Think of the up side to even the worst things.. Please Spencer stay strong." I smiled and held back the tears, quickly answering the statement. "I will.. t-thank you for doing your best to keep m-my brother alive." I spoke not even close above a whisper. "Well it's my job, I don't like people being depressed so I do the best I can possibly ever do." On that note we said our goodbyes and I left the hospital getting pitiful looks from everyone I passed. I got in my car not being able to see but going as fast as I could I got out of the hospital parking lot and went to my house. Not even stopping for red lights or stop signs, considering it was 2 in the morning on a Sunday no one was up so I didn't worry about it. I whipped into my drive way and ran up to my house once I was inside I screamed and broke into tears again. I looked up to the ceiling and whispered "C-Caleb please you left me what happened to protecting each other.... I-I am so sorry I failed I couldn't do it, I didn't keep my promise I am so sorry p-please don't hate me." I just fell to the floor and cried all night.
I woke up the next morning with a blanket over me and one of Caleb's shirts.. Me and Caleb used to live together because our mum and dad kicked him out and I went with him because they where splitting up. I huffed and sat up throwing the shirt across the room getting teary eyed as I let the realization that I lost the only person that I loved that meant something to me has left... I ran my hand through my lilac hair "No love please don't cry.. it will be ok promise me you wont cry?" I herd a higher pitch voice but still low enough to be a guy. I answered it shaking my head because I felt crazy "Why not I just lost my brother and I feel like it is my fault Backus I couldn't keep him alive, I am a horrible sister." I said letting a a small tear fall slowly down my cheek leaving a mark along with the many other ones from the countless gallons of tears I shed last night in the hospital room. "Listen love, I know how it is to lose someone ok that's why I am where I am because I lost something I held close to me heart." the non existent Irish voice spoke. I stood up and sat on the couch. "Spencer please do my a favor stand up and go to the bathroom, shut the door and look behind it. There you will find a trap door when you find it I will tell you more" then the voices disappeared. I stood up and ran up the stairs opened the door then slammed it shut. "Zayn why did you tell her.." I heard a voice say, it sounded like the same british accent as mine.. I am from Wolverhampton and people from here have a distinct accent. I looked up and whispered "Your from Wolverhampton aren't you?" Everything got quiet then that voice spoke. "Y-Yes I-I am.." then a mist that soon gathered into a taller boy, soon enough I saw his features. "Hello I'm Liam, Liam Payne." I sat there with my mouth open in shock. Soon 4 other boys showed up the same way Liam did. One with black hair spred across his face but still above his eyes. One with blonde hair he was a little shorter but still cute. Next to him stood a taller boy with brown floppy curls he was smiling showing his dimples, he spoke in the deep voice that felt comforting... the only other person that did that was Caleb, "Hello Spencer I'm Harry, Harry Styles." I smiled and after Harry spoke a boy with dirty brown hair and a cheery smile spoke "Heya love! I'm Louis but please call me Lou or Louie I like it better" I smiled and nodded. I am amazed. "How come the others didn't introduce them selves?" Liam looked at them sternly and they both fumbled over there words and they let the blonde one go first. "Hello, I'm Niall. Niall Horan from Ireland." He smiled and shoved the one with black hair forward. "Hi Spencer I'm Zayn, Zayn Malik." I smiled and giggled in the most of amazement.
