Sometimes I ask myself do I know what I want
Or do I just purposely suffer myself
Sometimes I just wonder what it'll be like
If no guys came into my life
Then I wouldn't really know much about them
That's one of the few things I've really understood
It's just like damn I see it, I crave it
Then I wonder how it feels, I love it, I want it
I know it isn't good for me
I got someone good for me
Although I'm not ready for what's real
Don't think I'm playing you like a symphony
But I need something to feel
He texting me all day and night
But still thinking bout ex till moon daylight
Ion want him to think I'm using him
Still, I'm not ready for what's missing
He wants more
I just wanna feel better
Hurt no one no more
Just clear out the late weather
Maybe ion like you, cause I'm not interested.
But maybe I love you for your personality
I'm not sure, feel confused
If it's not a cure, I'll be used
Who says I won't use you
Just to get what I want outta you
Not necessarily saying that it's true
Every moment I just don't know what to do
You say take my time
What if it's too early?
Or maybe I'm just so worried
You can love me down till my heart terminates
Or I can diminish my flirt before it's too late
Just don't be having me out there
I can go jail if anyone finds out what's here
I'll look out for you
You look out for me
Don't play smart just to look dumb
Or you'll end up being the other ones
You acting hella freaky
Thinking I'm so crazy
You better watch what's coming
You see you give me loving
But slow down or it's nothing
And I'll tease and make you want it
I know this is confusing
As long as its you I'm not using
You too good for that
I've flirt too much for that
Well you care for me now
Well I'll show you how
All I see is habits from your past
All I see is impatience from my past
Licking your lips, acting all reckless
Every time you drink, me is all you wanted
I don't know what to say anymore
Just don't hurt me like the others
Ion mean to act so thotful
Neither to come off so hurtful
The way I am with you
Shows how much he didn't love me too
So this how you get flirtationships
A feeling you crave but don't need it
