The Color Of Our Hearts *OldRivalShipping*

Not Anymore

"Blue please talk to me." He says walking up to me, putting a hand on my shoulder as I looks out over the balcony. I hear Ruby and Sapphire leave the room.
"Don't you see Green. I can't. I just can't." I sigh boosting myself onto the rail and dangling my legs over the edge of the railing.
"Why can't you tell me? We used to be Best Friends Blue. Remember?" He responds slamming his hands against the railing. "Best Friends, Blue. Don't you remember? Don't you remember us? We are a team. Don't you remember?"
"I can't. I can't. I can't." I mumble under my breath.
"Why?" He asks.
"Because Green, I can't remember!" I say in a sharp tone. "I can't remember a damn thing after stepping into that building! Neither can Ruby! I can't tell you because I don't know! I don't know." I say. "I'm sorry, I've tried everything, but I can't."
"Blue I didn't know."
"Of course you didn't. Nobody was supposed to know." I shllowly, bitterly laugh.
"I'm sorry for what I said."
"It's not what you said. It's what has happened over all this time."
"What do mean?"
"I was trying to keep him safe, keeping him away from his past. It was foolish of me. He needed this, to see you all. It will help him avoid thinking of the past. Maybe it would have been easier to just let him see you all on his own, but I was scared. He is so innocent, I didn't want to see him get hurt if anyone said something out of place. He reminds me so much of Red when he and I were younger. He looks a lot like Red in a way, although Red has always been a fierce battler whereas Ruby is a soft hearted coordinator. I thought that maybe if I kept Ruby safe, if I kept him from having to feel more pain that it would be worth it. In a way it was." I sigh. "Who am I kidding. Nothing can change what happened. You should get some sleep. Život má být viděn novým způsobem každý den. Nyní je čas začít nový den . Je čas žít v budoucnosti. Dobrou noc Zelena . Žít v přítomnosti namísto budoucnosti. Žít jako vy dnes je poslední."
"Life is supposed to be seen in a new way each day. Now it is time to begin a new day. It is time to live in the future. Goodnight. Live in the present instead of the future. Live like today is your last." Green translates walking out with a smile on his face, closing the door behind him. "Goodnight Blue."
  "Oh Zelena if only it was that simple. I have to live like today is my last, which means tomorrow I leave. Ruby is safe with all of you now, that is what matters. You are all going to be able to move on. Maybe you won't understand now, maybe you won't understand for years." I say into the night. "You will learn to live without feeling the pain of loss. It's simple as long as you let it happen. You'll be forever emotionally changed once I leave for now. For now I shall walk the path of one who knows little of this world. I will start again without the worry of having my feeling for you and everyone to hold me back. My destiny awaits somewhere else. Somewhere away from here. Somewhere away from all that I know. Somewhere away from everything that is familiar. Somewhere away from you." I sigh. "Maybe I'm walking away from a future where I actually confess that I have liked you, but that's the point isn't it. To escape emotions. Being emotionless means no one can hurt you and that's what I want. That's what I need. With no emotions there is no feeling. With no feeling there is no weakness, with no weakness there is no pain. With no pain there is no worry. With no worry there is freedom and that's what I need to find. Free from everyone and everything. Then I'll be safe from what my parents were afraid of. And I'll finally be safe from love. Safe from loving you."

'Little did she know mere hours later that she would fall off her Articuno, plummeting into the depths of the sea'