I feel dead, i want to die. On my way to school. Memphis May Fire is playing in my ears. I think its the sinner. I just left from the most dreadful place in the world....home. The dry blood on my lip tastes like really cold metal. My mom just finished kicking the hell out of me for my grades. Im at the bus stop now waiting..waiting. The bus arrives and my life has ended. The first thing i see is the jock, Jackson, sticking the finger at me and i have'nt even got on the bus yet, but I ignore him. But thats not all, when i actually get on the bus first, the bus driver looks at me like i just threw up and then ate it. Then Amy and Flo starts looking at me then starts talking about me acting like i dont exist. Now i enter hell. "What are you looking at you faggot?" Jackson yells as he pushes me down. I hit the floor hard. I feel my head hurting. Luckly he stops scince he see's the blood. All of his other so called friends that he makes fun of and bullies, are just staring at me laughing. I get to my seat in the back alive. On the way to school im thinking in my head about warped tour that happening in a month. At least that gets my hopes up. Im going to meet Oli and Austin. Im finnaly at the worst high school in the world, Flinston High. Im walkin to my first period class, math, when i see her, Ally Jenson, walking to class, she walks pass me and smiles and says, "hi". I give a shy smile. Sometimes i think she just says hi because she knows I practically stalk her. Ms. Smith first says "homework out ". "Frick", i think. I didnt do it because my mom and dad were fussing all night and i couldnt do it. Ms.Smith says, " your wasting your life and you need to stop because blaa bla bla," I tune her out and the first thing i think is, im wasting my life umm.. I never new i had a life. "Ok ill make it up tommorow," I say. "Oh no your not getting away with this again." "I want you to sit here and do it now!" When she finally leaves I give her a look i would give to someone i want to kill. When i finish my work the bell rings. I tell myself i want to go home but i dont. The rest of the day goes by, not good but tolerable. On the bus i get talked about, at somepoints paper come flying at me. I notice the 'Jerk' is not on the bus. The bus finnaly pulls up at my house and i get off through pushes and feet trying to trip me. I reach for the door but when i touch it, it creaks open. Someones been inside! And it wasnt mom or dad.
