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Chapter 25 - Grey

Chapter Twenty Five | Grey
Jin Revamonte's Point of View

Grey's hand were already stroking my thighs gently, hinihimas-himas na niya ang legs ko. Puchak. Hindi ako makareact, kasi parang ang sarap sa pakeremdem. His soft hands were actually touching my thighs making me feel celestial, I don't know why. But I am the one feeling horny here. I may sound very desperate but I can't resist Grey's charm, because of all the brothers? He's the most handsome out of the two and I can't deny the fact that I can't stop thinking of having sex with him.

Ngumisi si Grey sa akin kasabay din nito ay ang pagtingin nito sa legs ko. The way he did it? My innerspring twitched, even though I don't have that. Because I'm not a mattress. Why is he so damn hot?!

"Step Three." Muling sinabi sa akin ni Grey. Hindi parin maalis ang ngisi nito sa akin.

"Ano?" Tanong ko ulit sa kaniya. My forehead creased.

"Sabi ko nga, idaan na sa marahas." Sagot naman ni Grey sa akin.

Nagdabog ako sa turan niya. "Seryosohin mo kasi." Pagmamaktol ko dito, "Seriously, I am fed up with these bulshts." Mangiyak-ngiyak kong sinabi kay Grey. But he did not react. He's seriously serious. Really.

"It's your last bite Jin." He answered. "Sometimes, when we really need attention. We do things for someone we love, and we regret. If you'll regret what we'll do then you truly love Damn. But the question is, if you agree with this. Do you really love Damn?"

Grey looked at me directly in the eye, he's as serious as serious can Red get. He is still caressing my thighs while looking at me directly in the eye. I don't know what this guy's thinking. But this sounds convincing.

Medyo natamaan rin ako sa sinabi nito sa akin, natameme ako of course, tama nga naman siya.

Do I love Damn?

I still don't know what really my feeling is for him. But I do appreciate what he did to me, those uncliché things. Yeah? You know what I mean? 'Yong simpleng ligaw lang naman and without any cliché thingy, kagaya ng mga chocolates and such. Masasabi niyo ngang boring eh, kasi 'di siya gumagawa ng move diba? But still, there's contention over that matter. Kuntento naman talaga ako eh, problema nga lang is, hindi ko alam if nanliligaw pa ba si Damn o hindi? Simula kasi nang nagkita na sila ni Theo wala na siyang ginawa kun'di ang kausapin ako tungkol sa kaniya. Kung anu-ano man diyan ang mga bagay na hindi ako nakakarelate.

At alam ko na wala ako sa mundo nilang dalawa. Damn seemed to put me on the back of his head.

But there's only one way to find out if Damn is still in love with me, or if may plano pa ba siyang ipagpatuloy ang panliligaw niya sa akin and I don't know if kaya ko nga ang magiging resulta ng theory ko na'to.

And I told Grey, "Pagiisipan ko." As soon as I was done concluding things inside my head. At napabuntong hininga na lamang ako.

Pag-iisipan ko pa if papayag ako sa Step number three. Desperada? No, he just works for sex and as he said so, he's a moving on or a revenge material and he do it safe. He said he only does sex with someone he's comfortable with and I don't know if I'm happy with this because I don't find him comfortable for me.

Oo gwapo nga siya, maybe magaling sa kama but not everyone is perfect right? I can already see his flaw and it's visible. I know he only offered me this deal because he wants to play.

That's how I can see Grey.

He only play.

And that's his flaw.

"The choice is up to you." Grey answered back, tumayo na ito atsaka naglakad papunta kina Red at Blue.

I spent the afternoon sitting on the sand while thinking about my life in squares. Kung ano nga ba talaga ang gagawin ko sa buhay ko na ito, o sa kung ano nga ba talaga ang estado ng lovelife namin ni Damn. Kasi dumating pa si Theo. Sana nga dapat masaya ako para kay Damn eh, kasi finally nandiyan na si Theo. Finally he found the one. Pero hello? kamusta naman ako? Left here? Iwan nalang ba nang basta-basta sa ere?

Aray naman.

Siguro, selos na talaga 'tong nararamdaman ko. I know I sounded selfish, but that's what love do. Makes us inevitable when it comes to other people's feelings – even ours. Because, what we only think about is that someone our heart beats to.

Nang tuluyan na talagang lumubog ang araw, at mukhang uulan na rin kaya nagdesisyon na akong bumalik na sa cottage ng Sarmiento at habang papalakad na ako ay nakita kong lumabas si Damn ng kwarto naming dalawa.

Finally, makakausap ko na nga talaga siya ng masinsinan. Heart to heart kumbaga, gusto ko ng tanungin lahat ng mga bagay na kailangan ng kalinawagan. Kung ano nga ba talaga kami ni Damn? Mayroon pa ba? Mabilis akong lumakad papalapit sa kaniya.

Papalapit din sana ito sa direksiyon ko pero nakita ko itong bumalik kaagad sa loob ng kwarto namin. Pumasok ito at ako naman ay tuluyang tumakbo papunta sa labas ng kwarto namin. Dahan-dahan kong binuksan ito at tumambad sa akin ang pangyayaring alam kong hindi ko na maiialis sa aking isipan. Alam kong tatatak na'to.

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