What are we? (Cameren)

Chapter one

||Laurens POV||

Here I am, my first day of school, scared out of my mind.

Last year people always picked on me, shoved me, beat me up. Stupid shit like that.

I walk in and get shoved into a locker by Ashton, God I hate that guy, and his idiot friends too.

He just giggles

"Hey sweetie, how's it going?" He says smiling
"Fuck off" I snarl
"Oh but sweetie pie Lauren," he pouts
"You know I'm gay" I say under my breath
"What?" He asks
"Nothing" I say

I walk to my first period, p.e

Greeaaaat

Fuuunnnn

Note all the sarcasm

I walk in and our p.e teacher is fit,

Damn

I look around and don't see anyone.

At all that I know, not that I have friends.

Yes I'm loser.

I walk in and set my stuff down

This pretty girl walks over to me

"Hi!" She says excited

I look at her absentmindedly

"Hello?" She said waving her hand in my face

I just shrugged off

She leaves me alone.

This continues
For the next three weeks of school, her sad attempts at trying to get me to talk and me shrugging her off.

Then this one special day.

I have my favorite people Dan and Phil on my hand.

She walks over and sees it

"Oh my lord! You like phan too!" She squeals
"Yeah" I smile at my hand and at how she is so excited
"You talked!" She says even more happy
"Yeah" I giggle
"AWH you're giggle!" She smiles

Such an enthusiastic girl.

"Oh yeah by the way I'm Camila" she smiles at me

She has a really nice smile, wait no Lauren you don't even know if she's gay.

"I'm Lauren" I give her a Half smile.
"I like you're smile" she smiles

I nod not wanting to be a burden on the girl.

She grabs me and basically pulls me too her friend group

"Hey mercy" someone smiles
"Hai?" I say
"Oh I'm ally" she smiles
"Oh well hi ally" I also give her a half smile

The girl-Camila was smiling so big because I was talking, it's really cute

"Hi I'm Dinah" another smiles at me
"Hi" I say quietly

Then Camila looks at me and then looks at my bracelets on my wrists and frowns, I grow uncomfortable and shirt and she looks away and continues to smile

She's so happy all the time, it must be nice,

I sigh

"What's wrong?" Camila asks
"Nothing camz" I look at the ground
"Camz?" She asks
"Yeah you're nickname, u find it better then saying your whole name, unless you don't like it" I say fast, I seem to do that when I grow nervous
"No I like it Lolo" she smiles

I blush at the little nickname she's given me, it's really cute.

It's the end of the day and I walk home

"Hi sweetie how was school? Make any knew friends?" My mum questions me
"Well yeah actually there's these really cool people in my gym class" I smile
"That's good, they seem to make you smile, you should stick with them" she smiles
"Yeah, that's what I'm planning to do"

I walk into my room,

My thoughts cave in out of no where

You know you are fatter then all of them, they probably hate you, there so much skinnier then you, you're so ducking fat

Before I know it I have three cuts

I throw the blade across the room

"Nononononononono" I whisper
"Shit" I whisper again

I crawl into my bed and cry and scroll tumblr.

A/n

Again this is a TRUE story I just replaced the names and added
Romance between camz and Lolo so yeah, I hope you've enjoyed. :)

Stay safe babes