You insulted me verbally, I hurt you physically.
Coz were an enemy back then, like puppy and a kitten.
That's were we started, in the quarrels we made.
As days goes and passes by; we are not that typical enemy anymore.
We are not a lovers though, JUST FRIENDS.
You held my hand and I just let you.
You said sweet words and I don't believe you. You were such a safe haven for me.
You are the one who change me.
You made me capable of this so called love.
You made me also feel this so called pain.
Yes, you say that you are true. Yet! you are in relationship right now.
I really don't know your schemes, I'm such a stupid to fall in your trap.
You love me since then, but it's too late for me to realize that I also love you.
It's like even fate disagree for the both of us.
Guessed you are not that patient enough, but thank you for the lesson you've imparted.
Right now, I'm learning the word moving on. Yes I know, in the first place there was nothing special between us, and I'm such a dumbass to say the word MOVE ON. But it's just that it's too late for us. And I think there will never an us. You were happy right now. Those memories we had was just a beautiful nightmare you and I shared.
For now, I will keep my distance from you to keep this heart from breaking even more. I know this pain gonna stay with me for a long time, afterall you are the guy I love and lost.
