hospital beds// joshler fanfiction

chapter five pov tyler

****trigger warnings: gay slurs****
i saw josh fall. his head hit the ground as he was tackled. ill never forget the face he made of pure sadness. he wanted to help me. i know he did. he was trying to save his "baby boy." he tried so hard for me. i love him. i somehow fell in love with the red headed loser. he had to go to the energency room. they allowed me to see him before he woke up.
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"HE CANT JUST NOT WAKE UP!" i screamed out as i fell on my knees. "look im sorry mr.joseph i dont know what to tell you.." the nurse trailed off. "THIS IS ALL TANNERS FAULT!" i screamed out of pure anger. the nurse looked surprised and didnt remember a single word. i decided to walk away from her and sit next to joshs bed. after a few minutes he finally opened his eyes. i hugged him so tightly. "JOSH IM SO GLAD YOUR AWAKE! THEY SAID YOU WOULDNT MAKE IT AMD YOU WOULD BE IM A COMA AND I-" josh cut me off. but pushing me. "who the fuck are you? why are you touching me? im not a fucking faggot!" i started to tear up. "j-josh.." he had anger filled in his eyes and his body. he held such anger i could feel it radiating off of his body. he started yelling at nurses and asking why he was here.
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i sat in my hospital room crying all day. i wanted to kill myself. the love of my life. he doesnt know me. he called me a faggot. i cant believe my life. thats when shit really started.