You're not alone.

Mirrors

[WARNING: This may or may not be triggering. If you're triggered easily, I suggest you close this book and leave, Thank you.]

I hate mirrors.

Mirrors are my worst enemy.

Every time I look at it, it makes me want to destroy my whole body.

Mirrors makes you look horrible. It makes me feel even more insecure.

It's like every time I look at a mirror, it always feels like it's talking to me.

"You're fat."

"You're ugly."

"You're never gonna be pretty."

"You're nothing but a piece of shit."

Those are just the few sentences I hear every time I look at it.

It's like my reflection just stands there, and stabs right at me.

All you feel is pain.

The thought that you'll never be the pretty girl you see outside, the Internet, your friends, or celebrities.

All of my insecurities will just keep on stabbing me.

"Change. Change. Change!" Is what the mirror says.

Every bite says "you're fat."

Every mirror says "you're ugly"

Everywhere I go, every step I make voices in my head will whisper to hide.

Hide from everyone.

Hide my useless body.

Hide my ugly face.

Hide my existence.

I go to school, and every time I enter my class, voices in my head would scream, "HIDE! YOU'RE DISGUSTING! NOBODY WANTS TO SEE YOU!"

But slowly you learn to accept those voices.

Slowly you learn how to lower the voice.

But in the same time, you always blame your mirror.

It's all their fault.

They make you feel insecure.

They're the reason why there's this voices in your head.

You destroy the mirror but you'll always see your reflection.

Sometimes the mirror will be kind enough and say, "Wow! You're looking pretty today!"

But no.

Mirrors are evil. After giving you a compliment it shatters you and shows you all of your flaws.

But in the end...

It's not the mirror's fault.

It's you.

Your mind is the one talking to you.

It makes you think that it's all the mirror's fault.

Those voices?

That's all you.

Everything is you.

The mirror didn't do anything.

It's your mind that's talking to you.

Telling you that you're ugly, you're fat, you're a nobody, and you're useless.

We have no one to blame, so in the end....

We blame the thing that does nothing but their job.

The mirror.

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There you have it. I just wanna say is that everyone is beautiful in their own way. Anyway, if you're feeling down, feel free to message me. Btw if you don't believe on the things I said, then that's completely fine. Everyone has their different opinions in life. This just happens to be mine. Byee xx