Loving The Plug(urban)

Armani

My door slammed open loudly waking me up from my sleep. In walked my mother with a bottle of liquor in her hand, the smell of alcohol filled my nose causing my eyes to water.

"I hate you" she said

She says that shit on the daily, no surprise to me at all. I sighed which only seemed to make her more upset.

"I should have aborted your dumb ass, you ruined my life" she slurred

I stood up from my bed and stretched before going to the bathroom only to have her following right behind me.

"You think your so cute don't you?" she said as she threw some of the liquor on me.

I jumped at the cold drops that hit my skin.

"Stop it" I said nervously

My mothers eyes widened in shock, I was taught to never talk back to my mother but I've had enough of her shit.

"What did you say to me little girl" she said threw gritted teeth.

I turned to her scared ass hell.

"I said to stop it" out of nowhere my mother had me by my hair, I gasped at the pain of my neck being yanked.

"Oh so you think you big and bad now? I'll show u big and bad" my mother pulled me out of the bathroom by my hair while pouring her liquor on me.

"Let me go" I yelled but she continued to pull me till we were now out of my room and in the masters bathroom with the tub.

The water was already running as if she had this planned out and it was steaming hot. She use to punish me by keeping my head under water until I passed out. All those bad memories came flooding back and I starting to panic. I started kicking and punching landing every hit until she finally let my hair go.

I ran out of the bathroom and into my little brothers room. They were fast asleep and I'm glad they were, mom would have beaten them too. I sat on the floor wondering what my life might have been like if my mother wasn't an alcoholic and a drug addict.

Honestly maybe it's me, I'm the reason she is the way she is. Not only have I ruined her life I've ruined my little brothers. Maybe if I wasn't here they wouldn't be treated the way they are.

All these maybes but I've yet to find the maybe that might change my life, for the better.

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