Your Not Alone Now

"Dear mum, dad and to whoever it concerns

Three months today. Three months today since it happened. People have noticed. They stare at me. They've noticed the cuts on my arm. Pippa is always there for me I love her to pieces and wouldn't know where I would be without her. She's my rock. But... I just can't go on with it. The verbal and physical abuse I get at school it to much to take. Don't bother trying to stop me I have the pills and by the time you come in from work the pills will have taken control of me, and I will be long gone. I know I may be throwing everything away, and I have my life ahead of me. This was my last resort, but its gotten to bad to do anything about it this is my only way to get out of this.

I love you all but my time has come to go.

I'm sorry...

Love with all my heart Jessica rose Thomas xxxxxxx"

I read it aloud making sure I had covered every detail, wiping a tear from my face i headed towards the door. Walking down the stairs pills in one hand note in the other I reached the table next to the door placing it down in the table I kissed it with my red lipstick, leaving a mark. Perfect it was compleat I staggered back up the stairs thinking of all the memories I had shared with this house all the ups and downs, all the fall outs and makes ups until, I found myself at my room. Sitting down on my bed,I brushed though my soft brown hair for the last time. It was time. I opened the cap, pored them in my mouth took a swig of water and they were gone. That's it no going back now...