The end where it's begin

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✖️Dan POV✖️

This morning was so blurry. Everything was going so fast. It's feels like this morning there's no more light. Like god just need a sleep for working a long night and have to shut off all of the light. But no. God never sleep. God always watching everything we do.

So maybe.

God just shut off my light, just me.

I walked through the red door where's there are a tall guy with every muscles all over his body. He smirked at me.

"Hey Dan. What's up?" He ask me. I looked up at him and started clearing my throat before answering.

"Not fine at all, Jack"

He give me a pity smile that i very hate it. He awkwardly rubbed his chin.

"How about her?" He ask.

She's fine. She's fine. She's fine. She's fine.

That's was what i told to my self.
I know I shouldn't say it.
But I believe that's she's going to be alright.

I cleared my throat once again.

"She's fine" i say it with a jaw clenched.

"She's will be fine"

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The room was filled with a ton of people. It was not like i was nervous if they're going to watch me, because it was not my first time to show in front of a people. But I don't know. It's was strange.

This stage was strange.
That people i see was look like a mirror.
The mirror that was show all my reflection.

I hate it.
I hate when i feel so lone when i was at the room that was filled with a lot of people.

I feel so weak.
I don't want to.
But i don't know how to do.

I walked to the stage and sit at the chair that was placed at the center of the stage.

That people or more can i see like a mirror that show my relfection, they were looking at me. They're patiently wait for me.

I take a long breathe.

There was a long silence.

I knew i have to break this strange silence.

I look up at my mirror of my reflection.

My eyes start searching for someone that i knew she will never be here now. But my eyes still got a hope for finding it. Yet, searching for nothing.

I cleared my throat.

"Hey. I know that you think i was strange today. But i dont know why this happened with me" i take a deep breath when my eyes was get blurry with my tears. I shouldn't be crying. Not in here. Not in front of a people.

My eyes get focused. I thought that i was win.

But who am I fooling?