The Diary of Life

To My true love

    It's weird to actually put this because you don't know I write on here but, here it goes. There's times where you think I never pay attention and that's never the case I always pay attention, especially the littlest thing you do. Like the way you tap your fingers to the beat of a song. The way your mouth curves when you say my name. The way you fall asleep with your mouth opened a tad and your eyes squeezed shut. The way your dimple pokes out when your happy and angry. Or the creases on your forehead that pop out. The way you do this evil grin and then burst into laughing. Or your morning voice.

         Even at three in the morning, you would answer. Even at seven at night you'd still answer my call. You comforted me and stayed on the phone with me till hours on end. You were my go to, and still are.

        Two years devoted to you and I don't want anyone else. Even if we break up one day I hope the next girl learns how to love the way you play the drums. I hope she doesn't mind listening to heavy music or listening to your concert stories. I hope she doesn't mind meeting your family and getting close with them. I hope she knows friends will always be important to you and that will never change. But most importantly I hope there won't ever be a next girl. I hope your forever. Which you say I am.

        You say, loving me was the best thing you ever decided. But say it was out of your control. You see me cry and you hold my hand and gently rub your thumb across my hand and then wipe my tears. You see me angry and you talk in a sweet voice to calm me down. We talk about our past, our present and our future. We talk about our dream wedding our dream house and even children.

       You'll be a great dad, you put this show on to say you don't like kids but when it's with us you enjoy them. You love seeing them and you always play with them. You changed me for the better and I couldn't think of a better man out there.

       Here's to twenty more anniversary and here's for the love I'll always have for you. I'm the luckiest girl. I cannot wait to start our future. High school sweethearts is just an understatement.