I Wrote My Future Love Story

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I was planning on making a story about myself but I guess I'm not good enough to even finish ten chapters after publishing it here in wattpad.

I really want to become one of the writers who receives awards and publishing companies offering them to make your online book a real book.

I'm a freaking dreamer and I never thought thay my once love story written actually happened to me.

It was stupid and I knew the climax and the resolution of my story, my infamous story that only have 300 reads, 30 votes and 3 comments. And heck, what's with the 3? Anyway, after I published the book with a very cliché title, My Highschool Gay Crush, i actually fell for a real gay. He's in the 10th grade while I am at the 9th.

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I'm a wierdo so guys often ignore me either at school or not. I always stay at the library. Not to read but to see him at his club room. Just because I'm a wierdo does not make me a brainiac or a geek. I'm not grade conscious. People judge me as a creep. But I don't actually care. Let's go back to him. He entered a beauty club, yep, he's a real gay. But what I think makes him more attractive is because he does not wear girl clothes. He looks like a real straight guy but when his mouth opens, you'll know he's 99.9% gay. He got himself a boyfriend and that boyfriend of his is someone who always bugs me. Let's call his boyfriend, H.

He's a bully and I am one of his targets who he never defeated. And that's a challenge to him. I don't even see why him made H his boyfriend, H is an idiot and he acts like the boss. If I ever get a chance, I really would love to kick H's ass.

Him is a very sweet guy-- I mean gay. I just find him so cool. I've never talk to him and I envy my classmates who have every chance in the world to get close to him. They even have his number. He's very approachable and he's quite intelligent.

Then I realize. What if I become intelligent enough to enter competitions where I can make as an excuse to finally get his attention and maybe...just maybe. I can make him a real U for GUY and not A for GAY. Yep! Brilliant!

Since that day, I always stay at the library for now 2 reasons. First is the usual reason, to see him from afar and second is to study. First time in my life, I study so hard. I can always now answer every question our teacher would ask. I feel happy. Studying is not that bad after all.

I wasn't able to make it to the top 10 in academics but someone like me, top 19? I couldn't get any happier. I am always at the bottom before and I really don't care about my rankings. No one cares. I don't have friends. I do have parents but they're separated. Mom have her own family now. Although they support me financially, well I still don't care.

What matters the most is that I am happy. I am walking up the stairs to go to the library but I saw H and him sitting near the Beauty Club Room. They're happily chatting. They don't look disgusting. It's pretty normal here in our country for gays and guys, and lesbians and girls.

H looked at me and smirk. H kissed him on the lips and I am stuck here, standing, looking at him who I think love what H is doing. Do I even stand a chance? Him likes guys, not girls.

When they stopped kissing, him happily went inside his clubroom while H came near me.

"Stop chasing him Margo, him is mine."

After he said that, I didn't attend any of my classes for 2 days so my performance in academics went down. When I came back to school, no one seems to notice me. Invisible and a nobody. That's who I am. I still see him around school and I thought to myself. Why am I affected to what H said? He's an asshole and someday, him will realize how unlucky he is to have H as his boyfriend. Okay. I'm going to study harder. Competitions are starting so I need to get the teachers attention so they can make me a participant. And because of my determination and hard work, the teachers finally notice my improving grades so they make me as one of the investigators in the science project.