Dear Diary

Chapter I: Him

Dear diary:
I think I like him. I didn't mean to fall for him, but is just everything on him that makes me feel butterflies. Is his voice, his eyes, his smile..and is weird how I can be feeling this, because three months ago we were just friends, and we laugh together, and now, is just weird to be with him.
I've noticed him weird though, every time I turn to look to the back of the classroom (I always sit on the front, we are on the same english class, and yeah is weird but I'm always looking for him) we chase sights, and is so awkward. I always see him in between classes, and on the lunch time,he plays basketball, and im ususally sit down with my friends on the table that is by the way to the fields (awkward!). Yesterday, by the morning, I talked to my best friend, (yes it was about him) it was just so important for me to tell someone how I felt, so I told her that I thought liked him, she laugh, and told me she already knew it (what? I didn't even know until a few hours ago when I was thinking of it on my bed) because I was always talking of him. The point is that I'm not really sure how to feel about it, just some few months ago, we tease each other, and we talked normally, and now, every time I saw him, there's something that makes me smile, and I feel so stupid, like I don't even know why I'm smiling. When we talk, I can't stop looking into his eyes, his deep jet black eyes. I always find a way to talk to him, mostly at the lockers on the change of classes (2nd period on Monday, 4th period on Thursday, 3rd period on Friday, because by causality, his locker is two lockers away from mine!), but we never talk of anything really interesting, sometimes we just look at each other and smile and that's it, and on those moments everything I see, is an angel from heaven. Let me describe Him, for you: he's tall, yeah, taller than me, his skin is pale and he have jet black eyes and hair. His hair is a little messy, and longer on the front, but I think it looks cute as Tumblr (sorry, inserting my fangirling here). His face is almost all the time with a neutral expression, he's a little bit cold of heart. His lips are of a peachy color and they are thin, he's smile is perfect, (basically because is not that much often that you see him smiling) he shows his teeth a little and his apples move a little upward making on his cheeks some cute little holes, and making his big eyes to look smaller. His fingers are thin and pale too, he have some big hands. I think, I have just see two guys the same way I'm doing with him, and the first one was five years ago, when I got my first crush ever, but, fortunately, at that time, I didn't knew what a crush was so it was way to much easier...