Secrets always come up

1. Leaving

I just turned 18 and i wanted to leave this place so bad. My family always telling me that i should be better and do more things. Its so frustrating having a family who is never on my side or never believes in me. They always say how i am stupid or im not going to make it in life. Im nothing like my family my whole family and red heads and im blonde. Its so odd ever since i was a baby i felt like i didn't belong but oh well right. My best friend was the same way we didn't get along with our family and today was the last day we would be with our family ever. We are going to Aokigahara the jappinees suicide forest. Its been our dream to see if the place is really real or just a mith. I've herd so many stories on how is a stupid place that is fake but ive finally saved enough money to go out and find out for myself.

I woke up to the screaming of my alarm clock hearing my sister radio the vacuum from my mom and my brothers video games. Dad was outside working on my car making sure it was ready for the trip to the airport. I jump out of bed look around and realize i have to find some cloths in all my packed boxes so i tear through boxes and find my bikini and a sun dress and my make up i hurry and get ready but my hair up in a ponytail and start loading my boxes in my car making enough room for Jamies stuff when i leave. After i get everything packed i look back at the house i grew up in and just sigh and say good bye as my little sister comes running to give me a hug and after her my older brother picks me up and says be careful and wipes a tear from my eye. He sets me down and whispers in my ear " Go say goodbye to mom please" I look at the kitchen and she there looking at me with a blank face. As i walk to the front door i breath and walk in. I walk to the kitchen and she says 

" guess its time for you to go" she says 

"yes i have to still pick up jamie" I said and placed my hand on her shoulder "goodbye mom i love you"

"I love you too" she says without looking at me and i walk out of the houseand walk towards my dad who is crying ive never seen my dad cry.

I wrap my arms around him and whisper i love you and i always will. He wraps his arms around me and says " i know." I let go and sya goodbye and get in the car and text jamie " on my way". I drive out of the drive way and wipe my tears.