The Story Of A Teenage Dirtbag

5/5/2016

I'm sorry I've become a bore,

I never wanted you to leave, 

And they all told me I should've kept a tighter leash but what would be the point in that?

You would've been gone much sooner, I'm crumbling, and fucking up.

"Only cause it's what I'm best at.."

Do you remember the time we sat on the roof and I clung to you..

I couldn't stop shaking, but it wasn't the cold that had me in such a state. 

My body was full with not just butterflies, it was the whole zoo. 

The only time you've ever hurt me was that night, we had leaned back and you tried to squeeze my thigh..

That is the only pain you have ever caused me, until now.. 

I have no will to eat, or smile, or laugh, or even be happy.. 

All I want to do is jump of that building..