Undercover sket (Keisha's tale)

Part 26- Moving on (short)

Me and Tremaine are fine, we've had a couple arguments but there nothing. i know he loves me he shows me enough, Kiana seemed to like him to. Everytime i look at kiana know i see reco i miss him bare but what can i do about it? whats done is done. I wanted to stay away from his family cause i knew they hated me, they said i was a slag and i probs got reco killed but i'd never do that. I loved reco, he was the only one for me he protected me and looked out for me noone could touch me if they did he would fuck them up for me. I sat in my room thinking about him, would me and him be together if he was still alive now? would me and him look after kiana like im doing now? i had loads of questions but i guess they werent going to get answered.

Kahlea.

i was in the kitchen texting keisha when Nico walked in, he had his boxers on with no top on. He stared at me but i didnt speak, Myles was upstairs getting himself ready for school. I didnt look nico in his eyes, he watched me as i made the breakfast; he pulled me away from the food:

Nico: " kahlea, im sorry it wasnt ment to happen thats why i came home the next day. She doesnt want me and you together see? because shes my baby mother she thinks me and her still have a chance..

Me: "whatever"

I couldnt really talk cause me and jermaine did the same thing, i fucked him when i found out about taylor and nico. He made me feel special something nico hasnt been doing lately, i knew i should just accept what nico did cause i did it to but i couldnt. I wanted nico all to myself but Taylor got him, I pulled away from him then went to check on Myles he was sat in his room playing with his toys:

Me: "Myles you've got school"!

Myles: " mummy i want to play, do i have to go school"

Me: " YES, get your shoes on now"

He picked up his shoes while i walked downstairs to get my car keys, nico watched me as i put my shoes on. He sat watching me untill myles came downstairs and said hes ready, i walked out then put myles in the car. I drove to keisha's cause i said i'd take kiana to school today, once i got there she was standing outside with kiana in her arms:

Keisha: " you tooklong,kiana's worried shes gunna be late"

Me: "sorry ive had a lot on atm"

Keisha: " after you've dropped them off come back here, we need a chat!"

So i took the kids to school then went back to keisha's, I dont know what i want now. Somethings telling me i want nico but something else is saying me and jermaine belong together, does jermaine really love me or does he just want the sex?

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Keisha.

Me and kahlea sat talking for time, ifelt sorry for her cause she had to choose between two man. I didnt like jermaine but i guess it isn't what i want, she cried bare so itold her everything was gonna be fine. She stayed with me for half the day and we just chatted bout everything, When she mentioned dywane's name i was upset. Tears started forming in my eyes, i remembered all the good times me and him had and when i was younger and he wanted me to be his but i kept saying no cause i couldnt keep my legs closed. I started thinking about the past something i didnt want to think about, i really was a dirt. The amount of guys ive slept with just to get through life; maybe thats why man didnt want to chat to me, if they did they didnt approach me in a nice way. Kahlea watched the tears falling from my eyes and she passed me a tissue, she was just as bad as me thats why girls hated us so much. They knew we could have there man if we wanted, all them girls that hated us there still where they are while me and kahlea arein jobs we've got families and were working for our families, not depending on the council for money.