Sent me away to find misfortune
I sat in my bed and cried for the morning
Allowing my fears and desires to become orphans
No longing caring about the fortune
Silence and secrets my head becoming a deadly disease .
Scars and wounds to show but not to everybody
Colder then -25 below my heart a damaged radio
Incapable of love and emotion my body drowns it out with the sound of an ocean
Slowly dying than breaking down I inwardly frown
Feeling happy and excited are foreign to me
Meaner than my demons I assure thee
Already becoming familiar with the demons in my head I begin to think I'm already dead
I can't help this goddamn awful energy
No one seems See me Decay but I choose to run away never choosing to show my appearance it's in inwardly disappearance
A ghost of me and half my soul I choose to roam the world for someone to encase my soul, protect and guard with a heart of gold
A search in vain and down the drain
I'm a lonely ghost merely looking for a home
A star to call my own.
