Secrets

Chapter 6

Devins POV
The past couple weeks shit been crazy with me and Shai. We fucked and talked almost everyday, She called me her bestfriend she said could tell  me anything and just be herself. She was pretty damn dope. It was her birthday and she only wanted a cake and a bottle so ima make that happen for her. It didnt seem like 3 months we had been fucking already but it was. She made a nigga happy, she cooked bomb ass food for me, She fucked and sucked me good, we had to be fucking 2-3xs a night not including what we did threw out the day I thought to myself how happy she made me and how wrong this was all in the same breath. I think I loved her and just the thought had a nigga fucked up. She wasnt mine but I felt like she was.

Marcus POV

I watched as this nigga left shai house at 1am. She just moved into her lil apartment and shit, and She looked better now then before. Our divorce was finalized about two weeks ago and I know she was fucking this nigga, How many niggas happy to leave a bitch like shai at 1am I thought.  I pulled out my phone and texted my sister.
-Yo what you and doing for your birthday?
-Me and My bitches having a party at  the bar come up there.
-aite ima see you
-k
Sade birthday was 2days before Shai's and I know they was partying together.
I snapped out my thoughts and drove home.
I got up and got dressed and hit the mall, If I was seeing this bitch tonight a nigga had to be Fresh as hell. I saw shai and sade in the dress store, Shai had on some tights and a t shirt it was simple as hell but anything looked good in her. Sade noticed me standing there and ran and gave me a hug. "Wassup Nigga" she asked
"Nun much getting some shit together for yo party tonight you know how I do." I told her ."Nigga you getting real cute huh" she laughed. "Aye tell shai dont bring her lil boyfriend tonight or ima turn up sade" i said in a jealous tone. " I will" she laughed walking away. I headed toward my car and decided id shoot shai a text of my own.
-Yo
-Yes
-I see you got you a lil boyfriend, I know about that nigga dont get ya feelings hurt lol
-ok
-Dont bring him to the bar either
-If he wants to come he will you dont run shit
-Yeah Aite Nigga you know me better dont play wit me shai
-whatever bye
I looked at my phone damn near amazed at how bold this bitch done got. Ima see her ass tonight she really got me fucked up.

Shai Pov

"Marcus texted me some stupid shit but im not gonna let him ruin my day" I told sade. "Yeah he was talking crazy at the mall but you know his ass is fucked up" she started laughing.  We sat getting our hair and nails done. I was excited about Devin seeing me he always complimented how good I looked But the nigga had a whole bitch he lived with shit he had a whole damn family. I used to tell him how bad I felt about cheating with him and he'd always say "I wouldnt be cheating if I was happy" but the fact still remained he was definently cheating and cheating a whole damn lot. I talked to other niggas myself, I wasnt fucking them physically but I was damn sure fucking their minds. "Bitch You look so pretty" sade said snapping me back to the real world. "You too bitch" i said looking at her hair. I picked out a Tan Dress it was plain but I got accesories and some sexy ass 6 inch tan heels. I walked in my house and Devin was still laying in my bed where I left him when he came over this morning. "So you gonna stay the night with me for my birthday" I asked him. "Ima stay wit you long as i can" he said like he felt bad. I sighed and poured myself drink. I started to get dressed to head to the bar. I left my phone home Idk why but I did. I got to the bar got another drink and danced until I saw marcus. He walked up to me "can i have a hug" he asked. I didnt answer just simply gave him a hug he grabbed my ass and I pushed him away. He walked to the bar and He looked damn good. I kept dancing and the drinks kept coming I was beyond drunk by 12:30am when Sade handed me her phone "here its devin" she said. "Really shai? All these fuckin niggas hitting yo phone doh" he yelled and for the first time he was furious. I  couldnt say shit. "yo im gone" he said hanging up the phone in my face. I handed sade her phone "ill be back" i yelled over the music. Sade was like my sister she could tell that phone call was a bad one.  "you ok" she asked. "yeah ill tell u wen i get back" i said walking damn near running out the bar. I was way to drunk to drive so I took off my heels and hopped in a cab. By the time  i got home Devin was gone he left my key on the table. I grabbed my sandles and took the cab to our job. I knew he was there. I got out the cab and soon as he laid eyes on me he walked away. I followed him "Devin im not fuckin none of them" was all  i could get out my mouth. "i dont care leave me the fuck alone" he yelled before walking away. I sat outside and cried for a few minutes before calling a cab. I got dropped of at home fixed my make up and sent Devin a text.
-Im really sorry I hurt your feelings. I understand if you wanna leave me alone.
He didn text back so I headed back to the bar. I walked in and here comes Marcus ass. I stood at the bar and a tall guy walked up to me."can i buy you a drink beautiful" he asked and before i could answer here goes this nigga "nah bruh I got all her drinks" marcus said shooing the guy away. "Why marcus why did you do that" i asked him "yo you can talk to whoeva behind my back but you aint go do that shit in my face, What you want to drink?" He asked. I rolled my eyes Patron. It was probaly the only thing I hadnt drunk tonight. "Yo let me get 4 shots of patron" marcus told the bartender and winked at me. I rolled my eyes took the shots and walked away. I handed 2 shots to Sade. She drank hers and I drank mine. I checked my phone and Devin hadnt texted me back. I couldnt stop thinking about him. By the time we got ready to leave the bar I was drunk as hell. I stood outside waiting for my cab when marcus walked up behind me. I moved away. "I love you" he whispered in my ear. I looked at him shook my head and got into my cab. I got to my house and stumbled inside. A few mins passed and Sade knocked on the door with what looked like most of the bar with her. She had a bottle of Ciroc, I had a bottle of ciroc and 1800. We looked at each other and in unison said "house party bitchhhh" We all drunk and danced until damn near 5am. I finaly made it to my bed and sent devin another text
-I love you :(
I wonder if its really over, But then again he has a whole damn family I thought to myself before falling asleep.
I woke up to hella birthday texts and one message from Devin that said
-I cant
-cant what?
I waited on him to text back I was still drunk as hell.
-Leave you alone smh
I read the text and I had no words. I simply texted back
-can we talk tonight after work?
-yeah
I put my phone down and went back to sleep I was too damn drunk.