Why I Cry

Everyday I do not want to go to school. I feel like no one cares if they hurt me. They call me names, push me, and it even continues at home. They follow me onto the internet. The comments "your fat", "your ugly", "you look like a baboons butt". No one gets me and my personallity. Sometimes I just want to go into a hole and never come out. People have said i am a naughty bad girl and likes to party all night. Which is so not true. They say I do drugs and drink alcohol. Which I would never do. I want it to end. I finally found I guy who understands me. Now he even turned on me. He said I secretly brought him to a party and drove him home drunk. I can't live like this anymore. So I tried to comitte suicide. Thank god my Mother an best friend found me before it was too late. I am now in a group to help my problems. I finally realised i am great, and that i do deserve to have a life on this planet to, and that everyone has their problems. The reason this even started is because my little brother hacked into my profile and put on my status I was a bad girl who liked to party and the rumors continued. I found out the guy I found who understood me was fake, and that it was my best friend. She tried to convince me she was trying to prtect me from the guy I liked hurting me, because she had something happen to her too. He said he loved her and on the second date they kissed and hugged. He got a pic of it posted it and never talked to her again. At first I did not believe her. Then everyone then started to attack her like they were me and I realised that she was only trying to protect me. I realised that this experience made us even closer. We even stuck up to the bully with a couple other kids in our school. She did not even come to school for 2 weeks she was so humiliated. She never bullied us anymore either. It took time to realise that bad things do happen, but I think they happen for a reason, and I am sort of glad i did. Now I am even talking to my dad who left us for a different lady.