Back to My Alpha Mate (Currently on HOLD)

VI

The next day Chase and I didn't speak much we kind of just did what we had been doing before.

I trained alone and went on runs with Nate. My main focus was getting in better shape. Sure I could fight but that was mostly my wolf. I had got back on a regular eating schedule and drank only water since I had gotten back to the pack.

Chase handled Alpha things, meetings, treaty signings, et cetera.

I didn't know how things were going o work for us. Chase had completely blocked out the fact that I had told him about the miscarriage. I can understand him not wanting to talk about it but what about me? What was I supposed to do? Who was I supposed to confide in?

"Why are you making that face?" Nate asked looking over the kitchen island at me.

"Nothing." I murmured shaking my head clear of thoughts.

"It was definitely something." He chuckled.

"I don't really want to talk about it, okay?"

"Come on! You're my best friend I tell you everything you have to reciprocate!" He chuckled.

"It's personal drop it please."

"Drop what?" Chase asked walking into the kitchen.

He was shirtless wearing basketball shorts that hung low on his hips. His hair was messy and his chest was slightly sweaty indicating he'd been on a run.

"It's nothing." I didn't make eye contact with him instead I turned to dig through the fridge.

"You can't hide in there." He chuckled.

"I don't want to talk about it." I stated firmly.

"Why?" Nate whined.

"It doesn't concern you."

"I'm the beta how could it not concern me." He chuckled.

Chase leaned against the door frame looking at me with a brow raised.

My chest tightened as they stared at me expectedly. My hands were shaky and I broke into a sweat. My vision became blurry and it seemed as if my airways closed.

"Shay!" Chase called.

Even thought he was a few feet away the sound of his voice sounded so distant.

"Hey. Hey it's okay! I got you." He mumbled against my forehead.

Her wrapped his arms tightly around my body pulling me against him.

My eyes watered as Chase held me against his chest.

"I'm so sorry. It's all my fault." He mumbled, with his lips pressed to the top of my head.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have pried." Nate tossed his hand up before walking out of the room.

"I'm never going to let anything happen to again Shay. That's a promise."

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Chase and I spent the rest of the day together. Lounging on the couch, eating, and watching movies.

Moments like this made think things were going to be okay, but I was positive it would never happen.

I AM SOOOOO SORRY

IT TOOK ME 5 MILLION YEARS TO UPDATE

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Much love tay❤️

P.S. I didn't edit bc I'm shitty sorry