Just Wanna Be With You (Sequel to YATMIM)

...As Long As We Have Each Other

~ Heathers POV ~

I wake up in my bed, with Kellins arms holding me tightly, and my face buried in his chest. His bare chest. Oh damn. I bite my lip, before kissing the place over his heart. I crawl up his body until my head is beside his, I see him still sleeping soundly, and I smile. Even when he's asleep he looks like a fucking god. I grab my phone and see that Kellin tagged me in something last night. Oh god. Please dont tell me he took mug shots of me for the internet while I was half dead. I go to instagram, cringing in advance, but when I click on the tag...the picture only causes me to blush, and the caption nearly makes me cry. He did this while I was asleep. Im so lucky to have him. I decide to record a video of him, because Im in love with this man, and Im not afraid of that love anymore. I lie on my back and shuffle away from Kellin, before I start recording. Kellin groans and shuffles over to me in his sleep, he curls his body around mine and buries his face in the crook of my neck, I strok his hair and smile as I blush "Bless this adorable rice cake!" I whisper, before ending the video and posting it everywhere.

@ hopelessfangirl: I moved away from Kellin while he was sleeping and this is what he did...I am so in love with him 😍😍😍

Then I turn off my phone and carefully place it back next to Kellins phone. I begin to play with Kellins hair again.
"Kels?" I whisper quietly.
No response.
"Keeeeeeeellinnnnnnnnn?" I whisper.
Nothing.
I smile, before pushing him over lightly so that he is lying on his back, I start to kiss his face, until his eyes flutter open, and he smiles widely, before wrapping his arms around me and pulling me into his chest "Good morning my gorgeous babygirl!"
I blush a violent shade of red "Good morning my adorable Kellyboo!"
Kellin smiles at me, and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear "You are so beautiful..." He mutters as he stares into my eyes, losing himself in them again. I take my chance and lean forward to kiss him softly. I wasnt expecting Kellins response at all. He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses me harder, deepening the kiss, turning it from sweet to passionate. Kellin flips us over so that he's on top of me, his hands wander my body, and when he starts to stroke my left thigh, I get very panicky.
I pull away from him "You should check your instagram!" I hint.
Kellin raises an eyebrow and smirks "Why? Have you posted something I should see?"
I nod frantically "YES!"
He laughs slightly, before picking up his phone and turning it on. He gasps and jumps out of bed "SHIT! I WOKE UP LATE! FUCK, JUSTIN HAS TEXTED ME 25 TIMES!" Kellin shouts in frustration as he scrambles around the room, grabbing his clothes and clumsily pulling them on. I shake my head and pout, before crawling to the end of the bed and grabbing him, pulling him down to sit on the end of the bed.
I wrap my arms and legs around him. "Calm down Kels, whats wrong?"
"Justin and I are leaving today, we have to catch a plane to America asap to make it for out next show! I cancelled so many in order to come here and see you, I cant risk cancelling another. Will you come back to America with me, baby?" Kellin pleads adorably.
I sigh and shake my head "I wish I could Kels, but I cant, I've got more Meet & Greets planned, more videos to make...I cant, Im so sorry. I promise you, as soon as I can, I will be on a plane to come and see you."
He holds my hands tightly, before pulling me around to sit on his lap, he buries his face in my hair and breathes in deeply "Im going to miss you so much, you have no idea, it's going to be agony to be away from you now."
I nod and close my eyes "I know Kels, its gonna hurt like crazy. Im gonna miss you more."
Kellin shakes his head "Not possible."
"It has to be, because I will." I argue.
Kellin laughs slightly, before he sighs into my hair "I love you, so much." He whispers in my ear.
I feel the butterflies flutter around in my stomach "I love you too, Kels, more than you'll ever know, and even when you're not with me, I'll never let you go, I promise."
Kellins arms tighten around me "Baby..."
I cling to him, before I release him "I'll go cook some poptarts for us." I stand up from his lap, Kellin doesnt let go of my hand, meaning I cant leave the room, I turn back to him "Kels, c'mon."
He shakes his head and stands up, walking up behind me, turning me around, lifting me onto his feet and wrapping his arms around my waist "Ok, now we can go!" He rests his head on top of mine, because Im such a smol bean. He starts to walk, lifting me with him, we make our way into the kitchen, laughing at how we have chosen go travel. I soon realize that Kellin does not plan to free me until he is forced to, so I am having to cook poptarts with his arms around me, and his lips pressed to the top of my head. Not complaining at all. In fact, I'd go as far as to say I could whistle the McDonalds theme right now, because Im lovin' it. Food lover puns.

Kellin doesnt let go of me at all when we eat our pop tarts. He sits on the couch and pulls me down on top of him, and as he refuses to remove his arms from my waist, I had to feed him, or he would not eat at all because he's a stubborn sweetheart. Once we're both done, I curl up against his chest, wrapping myself in the warmth of him, in the happy thoughts that consume me when Im in his arms. Im so safe. Kellin sits up and starts to caress my face, every line of it, like he's a blind person trying to figure our what I look like, but I know what he's really doing: he's trying to make sure he remembers what my face feels like, so that he can hold that feeling with him when he leaves today. I grab his hands and intertwine my fingers with his, our palms pressing against each others. His thumbs gently stroke the side of my small hands as he smiles down at me. I stare into his eyes and feel myself falling, falling into the green forests held within those emerald orbs. Im falling, farther and farther, until I feel his lips on mine, then I am not falling anymore. Im flying. Im soaring, with the biggest grin plastered on my face, and the man of my dreams flying beside me, my hand held tightly by his.

I've fallen so far in love with him, that it doesnt feel like Im falling anymore, it feels like Im flying, like Im in control of my own life, for once, like I am my own person, that I am loved for being me. I am gliding through the skies of love, away from the swamps of loss, hurt and regret, towards the new, bright future that awaits me.

"I have to go baby, do you want to come with me to the airport?" Kellin asks quietly when we break away from each other.
I nod frantically "Of course! I want to be with you until you have to get on the plane!"
Kellin smiles "I was hoping you'd say that!"
We get up off the couch, Kellin instantly grabs my hand, we put our shoes on, then Kellin picks me up and swings me over his shoulder, slapping my ass playfully as we exit the hotel, laughing together. Im not looking forward to saying goodbye, but I am going to enjoy and treasure these precious moments before he leaves. Even though it will only be a few days that we will be apart, the distance will kill both of us, and we know that, we've suffered enough to know that now we are in love again...things will be just as painful as before. We are literally inseparable, and to separate us is to cause both of us immense pain. Kellin always knows when Im not ok, because he gets a sick feeling in his stomach. I can hold a conversation with him, using just our eyes, because I have spent so many years studying them so closely, that I know what they do when he feels a certain way. We are connected beyond what we thought was possible, and it is scary, but it is so impossibly beautiful, that we are both willing to put up with the fear of the unknown, as long as we have each other.