Cursed Alternative Universe (Phan)

The Feels

A/N: Anybody here likes Twenty One Pilots? I been addicted to them for a while now >__<

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Phil Pov

It was the next day and I was at PJ's house rambling about what had happened at my apartment last night. "If it wasn't for Dan's phone ringing, I don't know what would have happened! I swear to god he was leaning towards me and I felt temptation all over me. The temptation of gripping him from his shirt's collar and to pull him towards me and... kiss him." I silently emphasized the last two words. I then sighed as I felt PJ eyes observing me. "I don't know what is wrong with me PJ"

"Seems to me got a bad case of the feelssssss" Pj chucked as he patted my shoulder.

"Well, the feels scare the living crap out of me. I am scared of this strange, mysterious feeling. I can feel the rush and the adrenaline that covers my whole body when I see him. I mean seriously... I can feel the rhythm of my heart go faster and faster when I see those chocolate brown eyes of his. I can feel the lines of my smile, when I see his one little dimple when he smiles. Not to mention those squishy looking cheeks of his. I can feel myself changing and just like this feeling captivates me, I am also terrified of what this feeling can do to me. I almost prefer not to feel this anymore"

"What happened to accepting and embracing your feeling?" PJ suddenly pointed out.

" I would if this situation wasn't one-sided! First of all, I didn't know I was gay until now. I don't think I wanted to accept it within me. But I know for a fact that I am now and I don't know how to feel about this." I then realized something stupid. " I use to check out boys and think they were attractive, but I thought that was normal." I shrugged.

PJ started to laugh hysterically. "I don't think straight guys look at other guys and think they are attractive.... maybe? Phil, you can be so clueless sometimes." PJ smiled at me.

"Ughhhh" I threw myself onto PJ's bed and covered my face with his green pillow. I guess I can, be totally clueless.

"Hey, Keep going! Why is this one-sided" Pj then took the pillow off my face and threw it to the other side.

"Oh yeah, the MAIN reason why I definitely 10000% know that this is all one-sided is because the phone call he received was by his legit long termed girlfriend! He isn't gay." I could feel my heart drop a bit when I said those words.

"He can be bi like me, you know? From what you are telling me, it sounds like this isn't one-sided."PJ was trying to reassure me.

"Even if he is bi, he has a girlfriend, meaning I have no chance either way. Look at me. I am the most unattractive potato alive" I kind of laugh at that thought.

"You are a beautiful potato, Phil. Anyways, ask him if he is bi?" PJ was slightly giggling.

"No way, that is weird." I looked at him with a fake terrified expression.

"No, it's not" PJ once again was trying to assure me.

"Man, I finally have feeling for someone and it's towards a guy.... WHO ISN'T EVEN GAY!" How stupid of me" Flashbacks of Dan and mines conversation came back to me. I decided to not tell PJ what actually happened during the movie. I felt like that should be kept just between Dan and me since it was more like a secret.

"I HAVE AN IDEA" PJ suddenly exclaimed as he gave me a small smirk afterwards.

I finally sat up from lying down on PJ's bed and gave him a puzzled look "What?"

"Before I tell you, let me check something on your phone real quick. My phone died and I don't know where my charger is"Pj reached out to me, signaling me to give him my phone.

"Uhmm , okay?" I hesitantly gave him my phone, unsure of what his motives are.

Suddenly PJ got up from the bed and ran to the restroom, locking himself inside.

"PJ! WHAT ARE YOU DOING" I started knocking at his restroom door. "Don't do anything stupid" I was starting to worry. 5 minutes passed by and then he unlocked the restroom door and came out with a huge grin.

"Get, ready Phil!" Pj proudly announced

"FOR WHAT" I was now actually pretty terrified

"We are having dinner with Dan and Chris" PJ handed me back my phone and I quickly read the messages.

*Message sent*

Phil: Hey, Danny boy! How about you and Chris join PJ and me for dinner tonight? You own us remember??

(DID PJ JUST MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I CALLED DAN, DANNY BOY? I can feel myself getting embarrassed)

Dan: Sure why not, Philly Boy?

(HE CALLED ME. ...Philly boy. I couldn't help but to laugh out loud.)

Phil: Okay, give just your address and PJ and I will pick you up at 7pm (:

Dan: Okay see you soon!

I looked at PJ. "I don't understand your big idea here"

"Oh, this is just the beginning," he winked at me. "Just promise me that you will play along with this?"

"We will see" I gave him a hesitant look. I sometimes wonder what's inside that creative mind of his sometimes. I decided to go home and get ready for dinner. I didn't want to look like a piece of garbage.