The Outlandish Writer

That movie

I'm watching this movie right now, there's that actress.
I didn't recognize her at first, but then she started crying and I knew. She's the star of that movie.
Remember? The first movie of our first date. That sucky, sucky movie. Perhaps it isn't that bad, but we were expecting more.
That was the day I first expected you to kiss me, but you didn't.
That was the day I noticed your smile when you looked at me.
God, I'm crying. I can't stop it.
Why did I have to ruin it? Why did I allow myself to fall so low?
I love you, to the stars we love so much and back.
I hope you remember that I never wanted to be apart from you. I hope you forgive me.