Rejcted by the alpha

"EMMA GET YOUR FAT ASS DOWN HERE AND MAKE BREAKFAST"

screamed my brother (the soon to be beta), the whole pack hates me because of psomething I didn't do. Oh where are my manners, my name is Emma shone, I have a brother named matt he is 16 and soon to be beta. and me?well i am 15, I am a werewolf and I am from the red moon pack (a/n crappy name I know) I am 5'5 and I have long brown hair with blonde highlights and i have big blue/green eyes and i havnt shifted but i will tomorow because tomorow is my sixteenth birthday and that's when I'll also find my mate and I can't wait! Im thin well too thin because I don't eat and there are two reasons for that. 1 everybody says I'm fat and 2 I have gotten use to not eating since one year ago, all I eat is one apple a day and I just drink water. I know it's unhealthy but that's all my stomach can take and if I eat anymore I throw up.

"EMMA SHONE IF YOU DONT COME DOWNSTAIRS IN TEN MINUTES ILL GO UP THERE AND DRAG YOU DOWN"

*sight* I better get up. I got out of my bed which was only an old scruffy mattress which was really uncomfortable. anyway I walked up to my shower and had a quick shower i put rasberry shampoo in my hair and used cherry bodywash after my shower i put on a bra and pants, some baggy jeans and a oversized t shirt and a pair of very old Adidas trainers. I only wear baggy clothing because they're comfy and my brother dosnt let me go shopping anyway he says that it wouldn't even make a difference.

It wasn't always like this. there was a time when my brother loved me and the alpha was nice to me and the whole pack didn't hate me but that all changed ten years ago.

*FLASHBACK*

"Mummy daddy can we go get ice cream". I asked "of course we can Emma" mummy and daddy replied We were just about to leave when we heard a loud bang and one of the warriors ran up to mummy and daddy saying rouges were attacking. My parents were betas so they had to go fight and I had to hide in the safety house which is further away from the pack house. " Emma sweetie you and matt have to go to the safety house okay we love you both very much and if you don't make it we don't make it just remember that we will always be looking after you from above and we will see each other in your dreams we love you two very much. mummy and daddy both kissed our cheeks and waved goodbye and ran off with teary eyes. matt and I were looking at our parents running to the fight " cmon Emma we need to go" matt said and he held my hand and we started running off towards the safety house and when we got there we sat in the corner crying and praying that our parents were okay.

After thirty minutes matt and everybody else was asleep and the fight was over so I decided to go outside and take a look but I walked too far and a big grey wolf was running towards me I didn't know what to do so I just stood there shaking with fear. when the grew wolf was about to jump on me a huge chocolate brown wolf which was my mummy jumped onto the rouge snapping its neck but the rouge doged and bit into my mummy's tummy "MUMMY" I screamed but it was no use, my mummy Was just lying there half lifeless. "MUMMY" I screamed again but still it didn't work The rouge was again running up to me but mummy used her last bit of strength and bit into the rouges neck snapping it instantly and then the rouge was dead. mummy shifted back into human form lying in a pool of blood. "MUMMY" I screamed and ran up to her "Emma honey I love you and matt so much before I die I just want to tell you that you two made me so happy just to see you two smile makes me happy she was going to continue talking but matt rushed out "MUMMY"Matt screamed "sweetie I'm still here and back to what I was saying I love you two so much matt promise me one thing" "I pwomise" "take care of your little sister treat her well and love her" "I pwomise mummy" "SARAH" (Emma and Matts mums name) daddy shouted "I'm over here" mummy barely whisperd "Sarah no please don't die I can't live without you oh please stay with us just hold on your going to make It te pack doctors on his way" dad was crying now and so was Matt and I "no David (Emma and matts dads name) I can't hold on much longer I love you three so much and I will be watching you from above goodbye my dear ones" and with that said my mummy's body went limp and she stopped breathing.

"NOOOOOOOO" I screamed and burst into tears so did matt and daddy. After a few days daddy couldn't take it anymore and he killed himself and wrote a note saying how he couldn't take it any more he said that he missed Sarah so much and he couldn't live without his mate so he's gone to heaven with mummy to watch us both and that's when the bullying started. My brother blamed me for my parents death and he said it was all my fault I mean yes it was my fault for going outside but I didn't want my parents killed, my parents just wanted to keep me safe right?

*FLASHBACK OVER*

"EMMA EMMA ARE YOU THERE HEY WAKE UP" somebody was shaking my shoulders and something What was on my face but then I realised they were tears. then I realised it was my brother shaking me I blinked three times "w-whaat" I stutterd out, my brother eyes showed relief for a second but then anger.

"BITCH YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO COME DOWN FIFTEEN MINUTES AGO NOW WE'RE GUNNA BE LATE NOW GO MAKE US FOOD OR ELSE YOU WILL BE FUCKING PUNISHED" his voice held so much anger it broke my heart. I really didn't understand why but Ohwell. I followed my brother out of the room and went downstairs to cook breakfast for the best of the pack.

After I have cooked breakfast I went upstairs to do my hair I put my hair into a high ponytail and applied little amount of Mascara and the fact that I am naturally. Tanned I don't need foundation. When I finished I went back downstairs to find my brother had already left he usually gives me a ride but not all the time so I usually walk to school When I got to school the bell had just rang so I rushed to my locker and got my books and went to class.

By now it was lunchtime and I ate by myself. I was just eating an apple when the schools biggest slut Amber who has probably fucked everybody (except for the nerds) In the whole school came up to me and said "hey nerd" now everybody in the cafeteria was watching her. I ignored her and I just got up and was going to throw my half eating apple in the bin when amber did it for me by slapping the apple straight into the bin "thanks" I said and walked away but apparently she wasn't finished again she stopped me by calling me nerd again. "Urgh what do you want amber" I asked annoyed "I want you to go die bitch" I just walked away but I was stopped again by amber but this time she punched me in the gut which really hurt because I already had cuts and bruises there why you may ask well that's because the whole pack treats me as a punchig back especially the soon to be Alpha.

The reat of the day went by quickly and I got home and quickly made dinner for the whole pack and I went up to do homework and looked at the time it was 10pm so I decided to go to sleep and dreamed about my mate who take me away from all this abuse and love me just the way I am.

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