i remember when you first messaged me.
i remember when you first called me yours.
i remember when i first called you my princess.
i remember when i first heard your beautiful laugh.
i remember hearing the smile in your voice when you spoke.
i remember when you first said those three special words to me.
i remember annoying my friends endlessly because you were all i spoke about.
i remember staying up until 3 am on a week night just to talk to you.
i remember when I talked to you all day long.
i remember when we first talked about our future a thing i had planned not to have before you.
i remember trying to get better for us.
i remember when you loved me
i want to forget when you said you didn't think we should be together anymore.
i want to forget when you said that you still wanted to be friends giving me hope.
i want to forget when we stopped talking everyday.
i want to forget when my screen said taken with your name above it.
i want to forget the sting of tears you left.
i want to forget the wounds i made upon my skin while tears ran down my face.
i want to forget the taste of bile in my mouth.
i want to forget when you said i still "like" you as if it was never love on your part.
i want to forget when it seemed you had forgotten the word love.
i want to forget that there is no longer an us to get better for.
i want to forget you but
i
simply
cannot.
