Inspiration:
I'm not entirely sure what inspired me to write a book, maybe I just looked at all the other writers and said "hey that doesn't look too hard maybe I can do it" or whatever my mind was going through as I write the opening paragraphs.
I think I started writing to sort out my head because it is so indescribably tangled and confused up there I thought I would need the power of the page to sort out my life.
I can't promise the book to be good and have you drooling over the next update (eww mental image) because this book is just a trial of my ability and as said above an attempt to get my head straight.
Normal:
I wouldn't count myself as a normal person, but then again normal is what you define it as so we can all have different limitations on what is normal or not.
What I just did there is a sign of my, in normalness because I always think things through and see the possibilities of what I have just said.
I am also the only person I know who looks at a game being played and tries to think how the coding is used and put together.
Finally there are my... Actions towards people. I like to think I am helpful but the point which I'm really trying to get across is that I don't look at the shallowness of a person, I see what someone is like through the way they treat others not how they look.
Careers:
Like loads of other 13/14 year olds in the UK I have no idea what to do as a job and it is really annoying how all I think about is what I should and should not be taking for GCSE.
I was thinking about science and how cool it would be to discover stuff but now I'm straying towards wanting to be rich and famous (ik childish right) but I'm not sure how I want to achieve this.
Also I have suddenly had a really weird urge to learn how to rollerblade and am not sure where it has come from.
Life:
The way I imagine life is a huge database of decisions.that may sound confusing but it's incredibly straight forward if you use your head
It's a binary code of 1s and 0s true and false and anything indecisive is cast out.
This put into a simple word is fate because something can't be true if you haven't already done it.
However it could also be constantly updated as life advances in which case it is not fate and renders why I have just said obsolete.
Finally the code could already be written out (fate) but just have 1 question to which there could be lots of answers so the possibilities have been decided but not the answers.
Confusing huh?
Music:
I find music calms me down and helps me relax. I guess we all need that thing to which we can let out our anger or forget it or whatever you do
Sometimes I think of past times where I was happy (not giving any examples).
WOW FRIGGIN GREAT I UPDATE THE BOOK AND BUGGER ALL HAPPENS AND IT DELETES HALF OF WHAT I JUST DID OMFG THE HELL????
Wow some people are total dicks; me
I can do some stupid things but some people are fucking me off right now and it's annoying how no ones clever enough to understand my viewpoint.
When someone told me I inderstand what you were trying to do I want to high five their face with a chair and scream "NO YOU FUCKING DON'T OTHERWISE YOU WOULD AGREE WITH ME FUCKING THINK YOU RETARD!"
But obviously I don't coz society is made by dogs shitting.
