AbUsEd

Goodbye.

4 Years ago

" I'm sorry sir but your wife couldn't make it through the surgery , we're sorry for your loss "

"N-nnoo that's impossible she has to make it through , she has to make it through "

"i am very sorry". and with that the doctor walked away.

That was the night my fathers heart broke , my mother was gone and her soul flew around all of us causing more sadness then ever , and it was my fault . i shouldnt have ask her to pass me my inhaler, that way she wouldn't have took her eyes of the rode . She wouldn't have crashed and she wouldn't have died. And leave me . Not just me but my father too the man that lived , loved , and breathe her . She was gone forever and she was never goin to come back. Ever.

"You can say goodbye , she's in room 11- "
Before he could finish my dad cut him of .
"No we're fine . We're good . Goodbye".

"Wait - what " I said shocked . Noo, I wanna see her , I wanna say bye , I wanna hug her give let a goodbye kis-

" NO, you heard me the first time , don't let me repeat myself, now get up , we're leaving ."

The way he screamed . The pure anger that was in his eyes . What was he so angry for ?

As I got into the car and we made out way home my years fell faster and faster . My mother , my besttfriend, my other half, she was gone . Far away from me and gone forever . Ad they was no way I can go with her unless I took my own life. But I can't leave my father . No never will I leave him , that's my father , I will forever love him and who will take care of him ?

But that night. The night mother died was also the day that it happen. The day that I think I started to think I ha to end my life . The night that I knew I would never be the same again. But still I couldn't leave . I just wouldn't leave him .... He was my father , even after tba night I still couldn't . Never.