A Letter From Heaven (EXO Fanfic)

Chapter 33: I wasn't him..

 

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Jaejoong blindfold her eyes and brought her to a place that's really special to her.

" Be careful." 

He  said as he carefully guided her to the place while she was tightly holding his hand.

"We're here.."

He continued and remove the handkerchief that is tied on her eyes..

Jaejoong brought her to the seashore.. But this isn't just a seashore, it's like there's something special from this place to her but she just can't remember what it is.

"Why are we here?"  She asked as she scanned the place with her eyes.

"There's something I need to tell you, here.."  He replied and smiled slightly.

            

"If there's someone who pretended to be another guy.. No,not just another guy.. But rather the most importand guy in your world. What would you do?" He asked softly..

"I-I don't know.."  she answered still clueless of what's happening.

           "You're making me confused. Tell me, What is it that I need to know?" She turned her head to face him and found him kneeling before her..

"Wait, what are you doing Joonmyun?"  She said and immediately pulled him to stand , but he stayed still.

"For once.. Can you mention my name...? Jaejoong..?"  He whimpered and ducked down his head..

                         "Wait.. I-I don't understand.." 

"Even just for once.. Please mention my name. Can you please stop on talking about him just for once.." He continued still whimpering as he reached for her hands and held it tight.

                        "W-What do you mean..?"  She replied softly.

                                   "Joonmyun.. Stop this.. It's not funny.."  She added and faked a laugh.

Suddenly, tears just started to roll down his cheeks, it was that name again..

                                 "J-Joonmyun.. Why are you crying? Joo-

"I am not Joonmyun. I am not Joonmyun." He hollered.

                               "What?" she replied, befuddled. 

"It was all my fault.. Forgive me.." He whimpered softly in between his tears.

                                "W-what do you mean?"  

"I wasn't the one who you were searching for.. " He continued.

                                "You mean--"  She was taken aback by what the words she just heard coming from his mouth.. To this, she took a step back away from him.

"Was my wish really that hard to give?  I only wished for someone who could fill this empty space inside of me.. I only wished to be loved back.. But it turned out that it wasn't really an easy thing to do.." He stood and wiped his tears with the back of his hand.