Almost there

Almost :(

We've been friends for a long time. Not just a typical friends.

But a Best friend.

Our first meeting is extra ordinary.

Me as a weak guy and her as a strong lady.

Never thought that our friendship will last for a years.

Never thought that it would be deeper.

She's not an ordinary Princess-like lady.

She's hot indeed but she's like a boyish-type.

Let me rephrase it. She is one of the Boys.

YES! you heard me right people. she's one of the Boys.

Not literally a Boy but she hang out with boys. Do some boy's stuff and such.

She hated hanging out with her girl-friends.

She's cuss, she's loud and talk like a boys.

In our group me and her is the closest.

I slept on her bed, hug and cuddle her. and Vice-versa.

We do sweet things and stuffs like boyfriend and girlfriend does.

We never put any malice on it. We're best friend anyways.

One day, She came up with to us with her precious smile.

We actually ask her why and she just answered that her crush fin'lly recognize her.

I'm telling you now people she's not that typical girl who wore sexy dresses, a high heel shoes nor putting on make up on her face.

But now, her crush fin'lly recognize and starting to court her.

I'm happy for her. But there's something inside me that wants to punch that man's face.

I always saw them having sweet moments and doing sweet stuffs.

I never seen her smile like that.

Few months later I never recognize that we haven't talk and bond for a while.

I never see her in a few months. Till, news gets to me.

That her crush and her was now into relationship.

I drove to her condo as fastest as I can.

I saw her the balcony of her unit.

Don't think how I entered her unit I have my own key.

I called and hug her tight.

I asked her, " Halley baby it is true?"

She answered, " Yes Vince it is. I just gave her my "yes" yesterday"

I answered, " Baby I love you more as a best friend I was just afraid"

She answered, " Vince, I've waited to much already for you. I've shown you a lot for you to feel how what I really feel for you. but what happened to you? You keep on saying your afraid. afraid of what?"

I answered, "Halley please give me a chance, break up with him and be with me. sorry if I kept you waiting to have this courage to tell you what I really feel. please give a chance"

she replied, " sorry vince I've loved you before but he already have my heart. It's almost there but you didn't do any move. I'm sorry vince already happy with him."

I kneeled on by knees and cried.

And now I'm still a man with a broken heart.

She's now happily married with her crush, that's suppose to be my place if I haven't been coward towards my feeling.

lesson learned.

-broken guy