Hopeless

Arrival

//yuichiro//

This time sucked, the time of slavery.

I was a slave with no rights. I'm not more worth than an animal. I'm useless and dumb according to the 'better' ones.

The ship i was on was full. So full that I couldn't even sit down and only dream about lying.

I had my Two best friends here somewhere on the ship. But we all knew we would probably never ever see eacher other ever again.

Yoichi and Shinoa. They helped me with everything. Shinoas parents even adopted me in their family after I lost mine.

I didn't live with Shinoas family for long though. I lived there a month or two then the 'better' ones came.

They killed Shinoas mum becouse she didn't cooporate. After that her Dad did. Shinoa and her dad were shoked.

Yoichi was just nice and naiv but the bestes friend you could have.

I had lost count about how long we were on this ship. Days maybe even weeks I have been on here. I hardly slept in this crampt piece of shit.

I want to go home again. Back to my friends and to mine and Shinoas parents. But i can't. I never will.

Hopeless.

I'm stuck here forever.

These were my thoughts when i got slapped by the ‚better' one.

It hurt. It didn't hurt it was unbeareble. I wanted to scream hell i wanted to cry ever since we were on this ship. But i don't want to show them that i'm weak. I wanted them to think that i'm stronger than i look. But they'll never think that.

Hopeless.

„We're here!!" yelled the guy that slapped me, instantly everyone was half awake.

I saw the sun light for the first time in days. Everybody was excited to get out of here. Me too.

We walked up and out of the ship. So many slaves...
The harbour was crouded. I had no clue where we were. Nobody had.

We got pushed towards the huge city. I even got a short glimpse of Yoichi. He looked paniked! Shit! I wanted to support my best friend but no way in hell I'd get close enough for that and I was handcuffed.

The city really was huge! The biggest I have ever seen. Big houses. A big bridge. A large park. Beautiful. I couldn't really apreaciate the city though couse I was about to become a slave.

We were brought into a room where we could wash our selfs and put on some fresh clothes. I didn't know why they gave us fresh clothes. Until...

"They wash us so the big fat 'better' ones apricate your big fat ass." Said a girls voice.

Shinoa.

"What's your problem? " i asked. Turning around to see that she stood good 5 centimetres away from me.

Really what is her problem?

"What isn't your problem?" she smirked and got even closer.

I stepped back. Why was I friends with her again?

"Your weird" i stated.

"You don't need to tell me that. I already know" she laughed.

"Where's Yoichi?" I asked couse i was worried about my friend.

"No clue" she said and her smile faded. She does have a heart thats a nice thing to know.

I saw that everyone was stripping of to wash themselfs.

I did the same.

First Shinoa stared at me. Then realizing why i did it.
She did the same. It wasn't weird since she was my friend.

A man went through the crowd giving us fresh clothes so 'the big fat 'better' ones can apriciate our big fat asses' like shinoa said.

The shirt and trousers were uncomptable but what could i expect?

We were put in cages where i lost Shinoa again.

The cage was tight. I was in it with 4 other men and women.

More and more people left the cage couse they were bought. I was scared I didn't want to be somebodys item. I only belong to my self.

Loads and loads of fat ass 'better' ones stared. Thought about wich would be the best in doing their shit work.

A larger, smaller guy cought my atantion. Well not really he just kept staring and staring at me.

So i stared back, angry, scared, ready to kill, detarment. Things they wanted in a slave. Well maybe excepet the kill part.

He raised his hand, I had no idea why then I realizee. He wanted to buy me.