Hey, it isnt my fault you left.

ok so i ask my friends wat should my topic be bout?

they cant pick one ,

but i really want to write a story so here it goes..

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*its pouring rain, his arms wrapped around my waist my arms wrapped around his neck.. both of us starring at each other not noticing anything around us. He leans down towards me.."marian?"  ..  "

Marian?"i shake me head to clear my thoats and notice it was just an imagination.."

Are you ok kiddo?" my dad asks

"Oh yah .. im fine just thinking"

"bout?"he asks

*thinks* "about sophomore year! its gonna be so fun seeing them lost like we were"  

even though i new it was a lie, i wasnt about to tell my father about my last day of freshmen year.

."so..you think you got all your supplies" he asks

i roll my eyes "heh yes dad"

"im just checking" after that our car ride home was nothing but awkward silence..

we get home.. i walk in my room.. hop on my bed and put my earphones on..not to listen to music just so i could think.

thinks about what

ugh there goes that voice again -.-

why am i talking to myself ugh. nevermind back to the subject why am i always thinking about him..i wonder if hes thinking about me? heh why wouldnt he :P

 dont be so conceited 

pfft. im not conceited .

.omg why am i talking to myself i stare up at the ceiling my eyes lids slowly close

"BEEP BEEP BEEP!"

"BEEP BEEP BEEP"

i wake up panicked, beathing heavily with my hand on my chest. Then i notice its just my alarm clock -.- . Then my eyes open wide because i remember!

todays the first day of sophomore year!i rush to the bathroom without thinking , i open the door and..

."MARIAN !!!"

i look up "O.O" 

 i run right out the door with out saying a thing .. running into my room still in shock

 did i just walk in on my brother?

 KNOCK KNOCK..i stand there

 "who is it"

james" you know exactly who it is cecilia"

"im so sorry" i open the door

"i was rushing and i wasnt thinking and.."

james stops me "its ok! its part my fault for not locking the door but next time try using your brain a little k?"

"heh ok .. bye now! " i say while running towards the bathroom to get ready then i run into my closet for some clothes i grab my yellow skinnies ofcourse and my

"im not short im fun sized" shirt .. its yellew with black stripes on the side got my vans on backpack too.

. and im ready"JAAAMMMMMIIIEEE!" i yell

"WHAT!" he yells back

"ARE YOU READY?"he opens my door

 "yiup lets go"were in the car .. i stare out the window again i have a habbit of doing that 

jamie is two years older then me so he graduates this year..

woohoo then FREEDOM he calls me cecilia because thats part of my name "Marian Cecilia Taylor" my friends just call me marian but...

"hello!" james says annoyingly

"oh" i say shocked that were already at school

"you can get out now!"

"im going.. im going -.-"

so we have our normal assembly i look at my schedual

hmmh? wonder if i have any classes with chris

1- JROTC -mom wants me in here to be prepared for military *sigh

2- English<- with nani and nina my twins<3

3- History <-- twins again and jae

4- lunch<3 lol

5- french class ;) <- new guy mathew

6- chemistry <-- new guy jake

7- algebra 2 <-- that new girl =.=

So the day ended pretty fast. and i havent seen him around. Maybe hes skiping out on the first day of school, today was boring i should have skipped out too we did the same thing in every class. Everybody stood and introduced themselves but there were three new people two boys i havent met and a girl -.- the stupid girl likes rollng her eyes at me in my head its just like ..let me at her..havent gotten to kno the other guys but i heard there brothers lol the twins told me they really know how to get there info.