Stally_Together We'll Make It

Kids?

Ally

Stevie's birthday was coming up and I still had no idea what to do for it. I wanted her to have a very special day and I also wanted to surprise her in some way so I decided to call Cammie because they were so close she would probably have some ideas.

"Hi Cammie!" I greeted her once she answered the phone.
"Hi Ally, how are you?" She was always happy, it's amazing.
"I'm good, thank you. So you know Stevie's birthday is coming up and I have no idea what to get her or what to prepare. I was wondering if you had any ideas maybe." I really hoped she did.
"Don't worry, I got you girl."

We spoke for a long time and fortunately enough Cammie had some pretty good ideas.

I was in my small home studio and I heard a knock on the door.
"Do you want to go to bed? We have been o busy that we rarely go to bed together, I miss falling asleep with you" Stevie said with a sad look on her face.
"You are right babe, I'm going to bed with you tonight" I stood up and kissed her cheek.
We went to our room and after putting on our pj's we went to bed.
"Do you want to have kids, Ally?" Stevie said cutting the silence.
"Yeah, I would love to" I said after a while.
Stevie looked at me and smiled surprised. "I wasn't expecting that answer from you, at all".
"Well why not? I would love to raise a person and see them grow and help them through their life. I think it must be very rewarding. When I see my little cousin I love teach her new things and see how much she picks up, it's awesome. Being a kid is awesome but as kids we don't understand that. Regardless, just watching a 3 year old for a few hours can help you understand what really matters in this life."
"I didn't know you were that interested in kids" she sounded surprised.
"My mom is a kindergarten teacher. I used to go to her school every holiday to play with the kids and when I got older to help her out. It's very therapeutic to me, it helps with my depression, my anxiety and all of that."
"Well, we should start taking care of that then" Stevie said snuggling up against me.
"What do you mean?"
"Exactly what I said. We should talk about it and start our little family"
Stevie looked like she was falling asleep so I wasn't sure if she was actually conscious of what she was saying but it still made me very happy knowing that she wanted to start a family with me.
"I love you" I said kissing the top of her head.
"I love you too" she whispered.

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Thank you so much for reading I know I haven't updated in ages. I am very sorry but my life is a mess, I finally got a job but now I got a better one and I am still getting the hang of it. I also have been having a lot of panic attacks and so it's hard for me to focus.
Enough with the excuses I really apologise for the time I kept you waiting.
On a very serious note I am thinking about stopping this story so I really want to know if you want me to keep writting or if you don't really care.
Thank you for your time, please vote and comment.

Kat