S A T A N

Two

Two girls come down the hall passing me when one has a shocked expression on her face. She looks at me and back down. The girl starts to say something.

"Hey, you have something on your chin..." I feel around for something left over. "...3rd one down." The girls laugh and continue on there way as I just stare at them. I pat my chin again and feel nothing. They were really just joking, huh....

On my way a group of guys come towards me before surrounding me.

  "Is that your face? Or did your neck just throw up?" The boys around him laugh and start up little conversations talking about how ugly I am. They compare me to many things before they get tired of me not replying and go on there way passing through the hall greeting their friends.

I head to the bathroom to look at my face. A misaligned face it was. 

Weighing at 187.393 pounds, with a bursting fat belly.

Big breast that jiggle as I run, lots of dandruff gathered on my shoulder.

Short, bitten nails.

Thin, arched eyebrows that produce scary expressions.

Thin, flimsy lips.

A thick head of greasy curly hair.

Oh how I was ugly. I wonder, how should I end my life?
Ah, another thing to worry about. I have to kill myself, but how?

Jumping off the roof is definitely scary.

Then, should I buy some drugs? That's a bit sickening.

Isn't there any other way? A neat and quick way.

Yeah, I should hang myself.

Now that that is decided, I should head to class.

I wonder what we are we having for lunch. Wait, isn't it Tuesday? Yeah its the 16th. Its chicken Tuesday! Yes. After this passes I cant wait for Cookie Friday.

The bell dismisses my class.

I should make my own lunches until then. Maybe three ham and cheese sandwiches is enough?

Wait what am I talking about. There wont be a tomorrow. Should I write a suicide note? No, who's going to read it? Family disowned me.

Maybe I should just hang and leave no reason what so ever.

Another bell resounds, followed by a flow of people into the hallway. Time to go?

I'm sure my body will be found the next day. Carver should be coming over after he finds out I'm not coming out of the 24 hour supermarket.

Maybe I should calculate the time he bangs the door down so I can let him see what he has pushed me to. Yeah Ill do that.

"Yo! Pig~ what are you smiling for? Did you win a prize for free chocolate?"

I glance behind me before returning forward and walking out of school towards my apartment.

"Hey, you ignoring me pig?! Does Carver need to know of this?"

I keep my silence. "Bitch! I'm talking to you! The proper thing you should do is respond!" The man, known as Carver's henchman, pulls me back by the collar making me drop backwards and on his knees. " Yo, pig weight! Get the fuck off me!" I was shoved off the guy I dropped on because of himself.

"Huh?! Look you stained my uniform! Now your gonna pay!"

He was holding a coke and had it open when he pulled me. "It's your fault." I can't even say it. Oh well, I'll not resist today.