Lost in Sanity

Chapter 1

My life as a young girl was great. I had the clothes I wanted, the shoes I wanted and the best family anyone could ask for. I have two sisters. Both are as beautiful and caring as I (WAS).

Winter is 7 years older than I am and Willow is 4 years older. My parents admired us like crazy. They would do all they could for us daily. Like superheroes! 

This was a while ago though. Know I am 17. Im a whole different person. I don't rock princess dresses and skirts. I don't twirl around and look at my self in the mirror. I simply wake up and give myself 12 minutes exactly to look into the mirror. No longer. 

 I am no strait A student.  In fact, Im a strait D student. I don't care about what anyone has to say to me. I just listen to the rules of marijuana. Yes Marijuana is my new mother. It rules me and I HAVE to obey it.

 I used to feel loved by my family but I have noticed that my "family" doesn't care about me.

My parents only care about Winter and Willow. They only associate there lives with them. I am worthless. My mom and dad bring home love and presents for my sisters, but they bring me some down right dirty whippings. 

I feel like a piece of trash blowing vigorously in the wind. Lately, I have been doing things i shouldn't have. This morning I woke up on someones front lawn when the sprinklers came on. I don't remember anything from the night before except a lot of fucking drugs. I remember a party and something else. I'd rather not say...                 

As great as not knowing where I am, I also don't know where the hell my car is. My parents are going to kill me. "Oh screw it. Its not like they will notice."HOLY.... I have school in like 40 minutes.  I gathered my crap up from the soaking wet grass and somehow found my way home.

 I crawled through my window and got in my bed. As my eyes started to rest and my mind start to destress...."BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP" SHIT!!! Ugh not even five minutes of sleep and I have go to school right now.