Who Do I Love?

Nicki wakes realizing that it's the first day of senior year, she gets up with a smile on her face. She can't wait to see SB! Nicki really likes him, they're like bestfriends but Nicki wants more than that. She likes him a lot, everytime they're together her feelings for him grow stronger and stronger, she loves the way they joke around, play around, play fight, and how they can just talk about anything. She wants to look extra cute today, because it's the first day of school and because she wants to look good for SB ;)


Nicki texts her friend Delylah


N: Heyyyy


D: Heyy Nicki what's up?!


N: I need help, I can't find a cute outfit to wear


D: Why don't you wear the black booty shorts from Forever 21 and a pink crop top


N: I can't wear that, I'll look slutty!


D: Fine wear your high waisted paints with a crop top


N: That's gna look cute, thanks :***


D: your welcome, and nic why you even wanna look cute?!


N: Umm because......


D: because what?!!!!


Nicki was gna text her back but then SB texted her! She told Delylah that she had to go and she went to read SB's text.


SB: Hey Nic, is it ok if I pick you up for school today?


N: Hey and yea sure!


SB: ok I'll be there in 15 min


N: ok see you then


Nicki started blushing and smiling hard, she can't control her love for SB, just his name brings butterfly's in Nicki's stomach. Nicki was so happy until her conscious took over. "Nicki he doesn't like you, why would he like an ugly bitch like you?! Huh exactly no one likes you and no one ever will!" Nicki starts to brake down, she tries to stop crying but she can't, her conscious always ruins everything, she quickly wipes away her tears trying not to make it noticeable that she was crying. Nicki's mother came down and headed out the door, but before she left she heard nicki sniffling, she went over to nicki.


"Nicki is everything ok?!"
Nicki wipes away her tear and says "yes mom everything's fine" she plasters a fake smile across her face. Momma Carol looks into Nicki's eyes and says "Nicki don't lie to your mother, I know something's wrong" nicki didn't want to tell her mom what happened, so nicki just said "Mommy I'm ok I promise." Momma Carol just looked at nicki and kissed her cheek, she then left for work.


---------------------------------------------It's gna get better this chapter was boring but it's gna start getting really good btw this is my first story so it might suck lol