If I lived a long life I would have died trying to live my children would be my life whether or not I was married keep them close as Earth than water If i live a short life wanting to end it all and a blink I would and it all for love I played with some one a boy an not a man I loved till he lived me not. He broke it I filled my promise an now I sway tumbling an diving left alone. There it was an enemy traveled by death depression. An soon to be hatred kept what I thought was right an in the end I killed it an brought them flowers if I was ... Better would he have answered would he have came back if I loved less would he still be around how would it be if I was what he wanted instead of needed would he still be by my side ? Nah fuk it it never mattered what the fuk I meant . all the things he told me I'm saying fuk love I ain't going to keep trying all thses questions replayed with out answers I give the world but he kept the hood rat. Proving life should be loved less instead of more less drama that way I'd give my heart to quickly for love I you do things you wouldn't normally do if I died would it be respected or danced on ? Would I be happy or suffer in the worsts of hell would I find forever piece or an eternity in fire would I regret living or dieing would I still be here tomorrow ?
