In lacerated lullabies we all fall down

Meeting ricky olson My step brother .. Say what ?! Fuck

Irinas pov

Irina  Cathrine get up !! Our step dad and brother are here Says my younger brother Anton rolling his eyes . I look over at my best friend who is asleep on the couch in my room. " sissy get up ! " I yell grabbing my black craft hoodie and thrown it on as we head downstairs. " morning Irina "says my step dad then I froze right there . It was him . Black hair blue eyes lip rings . Ricky fucking Olson . I just run back up to my room ." Ohh what's up " says cat . I walk over to my wall and point at the picture of Ricky and the band ."Ok so what about him yeah I know you - " I put my hand over her mouth. " he's right down stairs! And he's my step brother!" I hiss . She looks at me . " well then umm ok " she says shocked . We walk back downstairs. " nice shirt " Ricky says. " thanks yes I love HIM " I say . " well Ricky and you girls have school so get ready. " says my mom. "Ughhh it's senior year for all of us thank god " I say grabing McDonald's my stepdad got us . . Ricky just keeps looking at me . " hey baby girl!" I say picking up my dog . " I love you baby " I say kissing her . " she's like put me down mommy now " says Cathrine laughing. " yeah yeah love you too Scooter whatever " I say setting scooter down . " oh Irina Rickys staying in your room till we get his room done " yells my mom . " oh ok " I yell down . Fuck . Ok then . I walk in my room and he's right ther . " so you like a lot of the same bands I do " he says smiling. God why me . " yeah I do and that's my bed hands off " he looks at me " and what if I don't want to " he says walking over to me . " we can't sleep together dork ! Your my step brother!" I hiss at him . " I know but till I get my room looks like your going to since that couch dosent look very comfortable " he says smirking. I just grab my stuff and walk out to my car it's a mustang thank you dad go my 18th birthday. I put slipknot on and Ricky Cathrine and Anton get in . Ricky of course got shot gun . " hey Irina !" Says Ethan walking over to me . Glearing at Ricky . Wtf . " hey guys this - " Ricky I'm her step brother " Ricky says putting his arm around me . " yeah step brother " I say rolling my eyes at him . " Don't be mad " he says in my ear . " I'm not it's just its you and oh never mind " I hiss . " you love me I know that sweetie " he says smiling at me . " ok so your my brother it can't even happen so go find a girl that you can have " I say walking away. Fuck mom you know I love him so much but you had to Marry his dad out of all of them . "Well fuck me " I say as me and and Catherine  walk into school . Ricky is so hot and it's annoying because I can't be with him

Irina

I get home with Catherine and Ricky and just go to the basement and Listen to music and play PS3 . Why did this happen to me . Then I hear noise upstairs. "What the heck is going on" I say I walk up and see all the guys. " Ricky really!? " I say grolwing . " yes really Irina " he says walking over to me ." Get use to it beautiful " he says in my ear. I just walk upstairs in my room and lay down and fall asleep. I wake up in the middle of the night and roll over to see Ricky laying next to me." Hey you're awake too" he says sleeply." You are too " I say . "Can't sleep " he says touching my face. " yeah I see that-" He kissed me I instantly kiss him back." I love you Irina I feel bad that my dad married your mom " he says playing with my hair. " same here Ricky " I say laying my head on his chest. It feels so right yet so wrong . " get some sleep babe I'll be here when you wake up he says kisses me . Wow this year is amazing but he's my step brother ugh why me god !? Why me !?