The truth, and totally not sourprising

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It was rainig hard outside. The sound makes me feel relaxed and makes me forget about my troubles . The drops fell hard against the ground . I always do this, sit in my window sit and stare outside when its raining. I've got this fantacy, the fantacy to be kissed under the rain. I also feel atracted to the moon . I love watching it every night before I go to sleep. You might think that I'm a weirdo, well actually I am. But the truth is that everyone is weird.  I've always been alone. In school, even at home . Tomorrow.starts my senior year in High School and I still dont  know what to do with my life . I don't have a college yet or my own apartment or that much money of my own . I'm so lost in life,that's why I'm so depressed. I never fit in with people either. There is  a question I've been asking myself sence I was in kindergarden. What's wrong with me?  I don't know my future, I don't think I'll have a good one . "Nim!" I heard my mother scream. She's been out to work for a few months now. Lest say that me and my mother were never close. We don't look aluje nor act alike. I got out of my room and sae her sitting on the living room couch. "You only have a year to decide and do something about your future " What a greeting . I thought sarcastically. "hello to you too mother " I said with heavy sarcasm. she rolled her eyes and raised an eyebrow as waiting for my answer. "I don't know yet " I mumbled looking anywhere but her face . My mother was beautiful, I have to say. She has a pale skin with brown hair and brown eyes. Her job was a model, she's that old , she's thirty six.  And me? totally opposite. My skin is tanned with black hair and I'm tall. My eyes are blue and they change colors. "You don't know yet " she reapeated calmly . "okay I gotta tell you, I can't keep this from you anymore" she said what is she talking about? "mother ?" I asked . "STOP CALLING ME THAT?!" she yelled  shocking me . if I don't call her that then what? " I'm not your mother, I adopted you"  I wasnt shocked though. I mean like I really never loved her . Shes never been around to help me . She always left me with a nanny. "okay, where's my real family?" she looked at me like  I was insane.Did she thought I was gonna cry for these? not happening . I'm a strong person . " I found you in the bus stop, with a dead woman holding you. in her arms. That dead woman must be my mother. my real one and she' dead. "you have a aunt though ,she wants you to leave with her . do you want to?" Hell yea . Real family,  I might finally fit in. " I would love to live with her. where does she live?" she looked at me with pain in her eyes. " she lives in Romania. shes picking you up tomorrow".  wow she really does wants to get rid of me ." Don't pack she said she was going to buy you everything" I nodded and went to my room. tomorrow is a big day waiting for me .

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