Today is not a good day. Today I feel like I've only just a realised that the world is trying to do everything it can to make me the unhappiest person. Today I feel like I've lost my faith in people and to be able to trust them. Today sucks and so did yesterday. Today I cried a lot and I did yesterday. Today I feel really alone. Today I wonna run down stairs and blurt it all out but I wont. Today I wonna punch you in the face and scream "Why, why you as well?!". Today I want to curl up into a ball and be nonexistent. Today I had to write through fear of over crying or being sick. Today I don't know what to do and that scares me. Today I want to be held and told that everything's gonna be okay.
But I won't, I'll be alone, upset and anxious because today is a not a good day.
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An Update For My Friends
No FicciónAn Update For My Friends - To give you a rough idea as to why I've been a bit of a shit friend recently
